Dandelion...

this song, which I haven't heard or thought of since I was 12, somehow came into my mind when I was puttering around the other day.



Saw her on a Friday outside some run down saloon
She was cryin over someone she felt left much too soon
I said, hey girl don't you cry tonight
let me take you out on this town
She looked at me and smiled as one last tear splashed off the ground
with half a wink she asked me what was I some kind of creep?
I told her no, I guess I just feel your vibe is kinda deep
the moon hung over Soho
and I counted 16 stars
I pointed at the brightest one and said now that one's ours


She's a dandelion, up on her hill above the sea
she's not exactly everything I thought that she might be

She's a dandelion
she looks like everything I need
I thought she was a flower
but I found out she's a weed

Then I hold on hold on hold on
hold on hold on hold on

[Kelis]
I just be poison
but I took he took me to his roof top
He said are you afraid of heights,
I said no I am not
He said hey girl don't you lie to me, tell me everything you feel
we danced around in circles,
He said "hey I think we found something real"

She's a dandelion, up on her cliff above the sea
she's not exactly everything I thought that she might be

she's a dandelion
she looks like everything I need
I thought she was a flower
but I found out she's a weed

Then I hold on hold on hold on
hold on hold on hold on


Down in union square
I saw her walking all alone
I walked a little slower just so I'd remain unknown
she met someone on seventeenth and she knew him all too well
my little piece of heaven has a secret she won't tell
with half a smile she took his hand
and then they walked away
I realized I would not see my girl after today

I fell in love with a dandelion
and she's all I ever had
at first she looked so sweet
but in the end she tastes so bad
She's a dandelion, up on her cliff above the sea
she's not exactly everything I thought that she might be

she's a dandelion
she looks like everything I need
I thought she was a flower
but I found out she's a weed

Then I hold on hold on hold on
hold on hold on hold on
And I tell myself
hold on hold on hold on
hold on hold on hold on
yeah hold on
She's a dandelion, up on her cliff above the sea
she's not exactly everything I thought that she might be

She's a dandelion
she looks like everything I need
I thought she was a flower
but I found out she's a weed

Then I hold on hold on hold on
hold on hold on hold on




for a pop tune by a pop "band" it's actually pretty dark which I guess is why I always liked it and was impressed that LFO-typical boy band could have come up with something deep enough to be meaningful and multi-layered. I have no idea why I thought of that song or why it popped into my head.

on another note, every time I lose all belief in cosmic energy and overall "destiny" some weird chaos theory type thing happens to me that is just Way too well-timed and trippy for it to be a coincidence.

and I still have that sense within myself that never disappears, knowing when the phone will ring, knowing who will be on the line, knowing that if I turn left...this type of scenery will be there, knowing if I go right, knowing when it will rain several days before it does, etc. etc. I mean I wouldn't call myself clairvoyant because this knowledge isn't Absolute, it's not a "I know 100% what's going to happen and I Know I cannot be wrong", but it's more of a prediction/premonition type feeling that almost always is right. And the times when it's not right, it ends up being a correct premonition, but on the wrong day, or wrong hour type thing.

what this energy is, how it circulates and what I am to do with it remains a mystery.

All I know is it's There.

"the Force is strong in this one" MUWWHAHAHAHAHA. lol.