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Thursday, January 29, 2009

The True Measure of Greatness

A newspaper in Bangladesh has named my father, Dr. Maqsudul Alam, one of the Top 5 Men of the Year for Bangladesh.

This is a shining and proud moment. It is an honor to be this great man's daughter.

Humbled.

Will upload newspaper article when I get it and scan it.

Saturday, January 24, 2009

Oh I am a fearsome thing......hahahahha



From PRIDE & PREJUDICE :


Mr. Darcy ," The word (accomplished) is indeed applied too liberally. I cannot boast of knowing more than half a dozen women in all my acquaintance that are truly accomplished."

Caroline, "Nor I, to be sure."

Elizabeth (Lizzy), "Goodness. You must comprehend a great deal in the idea."

Mr. Darcy, "I do."

Caroline, "Absolutely. She must have a thorough knowledge of music, singing, drawing, dancing, and the modern languages to deserve the word. And something in her air and manner of walking
."

Mr. Darcy, "And, of course, she must improve her mind by extensive reading."

Lizzy, "I'm no longer surprised at your knowing only six accomplished women. I rather wonder now at your knowing any. "

Mr. Darcy, "Are you so severe on your own sex?"

Lizzy, "I never saw such a woman. She would certainly be a fearsome thing to behold
."

Friday, January 23, 2009

First Official Celebrity Meet


SOO. Guess who I Met at a club tonite? Gordon Ramsey. Yes, That Gordon Ramsey. HOLY SHIT.

I was dancin with some dude at this club AREA and I look over, and I'm like shit is that Gordon Ramsey??!!!! He didn't have a whole crowd of fans around him, I don't think people even know who he is in America. (None of the people in my group knew who he was. I'm like are you serious? He's a fuckin famous Chef. He's so kool. !) Anyway, affter a while, I went up to him (he was on the same dance floor, exactly one couple over from me) , he was dancing with a girl, I tapped him on the shoulder, said, "hey you're Gordon Ramsey right? He kind of smiled like awkwardly, like he was happy with his anonymity. I didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable. I just said, "Man, you're awsum. I love your show. My boyfriend and I watched it all the time. I just relocated here from New Zealand." Then he said, "oh really?! What part?" Then I said, "Wellington, Tauranga." And he said, "What's your name". And I said, "Liliana". And he said, "Well I'm with a group of people....so....Happy New Year Liliana!" (random eh the New Year thing? lol. that must have been so weird for him, trying to figure out a polite way to tell me to fuck off.) He smiled, put his hand on my shoulder, and I said, "cool, cool. Thanks for talkin' to me. Have a great night!" and I walked (ok, squeezed between a lot of people as this was at a club, lol "walked" in the other direction). And that was that. I kept buggin one of the girls in our clubbing group to use her camera and take a pic of us, but she kept saying "later, later", and of course, later never came, so I don't have any photographic proof of this fucking moment that I doubt will ever happen again. Well I don't know, maybe Ramsey comes to AREA a lot. He was gettin' all kinda freaky with this one girl from his group, lol, it was funny. Oh and what was so Trippy, is that he looks EXACTLY like he looks on TV. I mean, the wrinkled forehead, the hair, everything, its just surreal. So, I officially had my first "celebrity" encounter. He was pretty nice, I half expected him to be like, "fuck you, I'm Gordon Ramsey." So there you go. THIS, THIS which just happened is another reason why it is worth it to be in LA. you never know when you'll run into someone you respect. It was pretty groovy. Woulda been cool to dance with him, probably could have done the slutty thing and shoved my way in, but nah, that's f'cked up. I was trying to figure out a way how I could utilize the networking factor, but my industry is like a whole other world from his, so what's even the point of the whole, here is my card thing. This is actually true of another friend of mine who has run into a Lot of celebrities here, and the main point is that, even if you meet Angelina Jolie, ok, so what. How will that advance your career? A photo in a tabloid? Nah. What you need, and who you need to be meeting with, is not Angelina, but Angelina's Agent. or Ramsey's Agent. But ya, I did the best I could for when I was there. Plus, I was the spotlight of the club, as always, was in a few circles of spontaneous dancer battles, it was so fuckin' fun. One other reason I was trying to attract as much attention to myself as possible was to maybe reel him in like a fish. But it didn't work. lol. It was great seeing him just chillin out with everyone on the floor, again, I don't think anyone knew who he was besides his group, which there were only about 5 of. It's nuts. You could be like Angelina Jolie, and go to China or somewhere where nobody knew you, and blend in. Well Ramsey isn't like Super Famous , but in the UK and Australia/NZ, he's HUGE.

Okey Dokey . I'm just chillaxin after clubbin w/ my group. lol yes I'm on the comp while everyone is thinkin' I'm nuts.

what a cool night. The first thought I had about all this was holy shit Helms would TRIP!!!!

Thursday, January 22, 2009

YES!


My new Acting MySpace:

http://www.myspace.com/LilianaTheActress


UPDATE:

Warning: It's full of the greatness of Life. Pessimists, Cynics and Haters beware!

NOTE: I AM SO F****** GRATEFUL AND BLESSED FOR EVERY MOMENT. TO ALL WHO HAVE HELPED, ALL WHO ARE HELPING, AND ALL WHO BELIEVE.

Ok some news tidbits:
-shooting "Smoking Aces: Blowback" in New Orleans next week. Small part in from what I understand is a shit movie, but it will be noticed. The film is going to get a lot of exposure.
And it is an action/thriller/pulp fiction type of movie, which is one of the genres of my aim. Gonna be a powerforce/angelina jolie type, in addition to dark/suepernatural stuff.

My part is cooooool-a singer in a jazz club, just when "shit is about to go down". I'm singing, and dancing/performing a song in it, (utilizes a few of my talents) which I'm recording in the studio this week. It's like a moulin rouge/type of scene. And I'm the lead singer. think like marilyn monroe with an ethnic new orleans flavour, in a jazz club with lotsa smoke and guns.
-new front-runner for modeling campaign of "Trust No Man" gear. Local (LA) and possibly National billboards.
-reviewing a screenplay-top secret weeehhee!!-for a film that I have been offered the Lead for. No I can't disclose the name of the film, the director, or the production house yet. Sorry. Keep watch for updates to see if I picked it, and what it is...dun dun dun.....



More Tidbits:

-HELMS I FUCKIN' LOVE YOU.
-my Dad is getting Married in March in Bangladesh!!!! Wee!!!! I am of course going to the wedding. March 15-30. And I have a New Sister!!!! WOW!!!!! YAY!!! Go Dad!
-I Love My Mom. That remains. Always. She is so Supportive, and what an amazingly different phase we are going thru. You see people, All relationships Can and SHOULD be worked on and Changed. It's never too late! Respect and love your parents! You've only got 1 set!!!! Your mom should be your Queen and your father your King.
-I saw "Yes Man" at the gramahn's chinese theatre. Theatre, no biggie, it's cool but....just a theatre. lol. Movie..ok it was not one of his best, the main message is Vital and Great, but the execution was a bit poor and overly cliche. I give it 1.5 star. One of these days I aim to meet the great Jim Carey. He's still hilarious as ever. And Zooey Deschanel, Love her.
-moving into my new apartment 1st week of Feb
-I have 4 other jobs which I Love, besides being an agency represented Actress. and Model.
And all of them pay lucratively and consistently. Plus, I freelance all my talents. Aside from the doubt of many, No I have not had to get a job at Burger King or become a Waitress. I knew my plan would work, and it is. All of this additional income, with what I enjoy, allows me to not have to be a "starving" actress and choose movies that have bad parts or do the Jessica Alba thing of doing Dark Angel-the one good thing she's done, and then starring in a bunch of piss-poor comedies where she is half-naked in each thing. I get the strategy, completely, and I Love Jessica Alba, but I aim not to have to go there.

These are the jobs:
1) Fundraiser for a Non-Profit Organization. (after 6 days of training I was informed one of my calls made the "top 20 training calls of All time." And, after just 1 week, I was offered the position of executive assistant to the C.E.O of the company. I turned it down because it's a full-time gig. But, Flattered.

2) Masseuse (usually I freelance and have my own client base, but in LA-can be dangerous- you never know, so I joined a massage company for now that finds me clients, until I familiarize myself enough with LA).
-I already have been booked at my new agency (after just 4 days of launching the website)-well duh. lol. nah its cuz of the picture: (marketing ya know. oy.)
http://www.aromatiquemassage.com/ (check under STAFF) there's fuckin spelling errors all over the place, but my director-doesn't seem to think its that important. HA! Well we get booked anyway so I guess in some sense he's right. He's pretty great, I think I've pissed him off a bit though. lol.

3) Travel guide for Wagaami.com "Wagaami" is a mixed French and Japanese word, which roughly translated means "friend". This company is revolutionizing the travel industry by providing a personalized (Non sexual! and Safe) professional service for savvy travelers who want an inside perspective on cities they travel to. Though I just got to LA, my skill-set in being comfortable with people is the main ingredient for this "position". lol. I get paid to basically have a great time with new and interesting people...

4) Talent Scout for LIMELIGHT Entertainment. We seek specific types of Models (female and male). Though both this one and the non-profit position, I am cutting back my hours because the main Masseuse + my freelance work (Music, Art, Writing-business plans, Tutoring, Dance, Etc.) pays enough for all. Plus this New Orleans gig will bring a nice payola.
>Yes . I will gladly buy y'all cookies and take you to disneyland when I'm famous. And a whole lot more. But keep in mind, the road to the top is a Looong one, that takes hard, ball-busting work and toil, one I'm fully ready to walk on until I reach the gates.


-I have made so many network connections with bigwigs in Hollywood, in a short time its fuckin nuts. I mean....every day is SURREAL. I have a plan of attack as to all the people I Need to meet to get into my Film Niche.
-I have made new friends, that are all Incredible. I feel so BLESSED. Film producers, Musicians, Music Producers, Photographers, a few Actors, one Model.


-other stuff. Yes. there is a lot more. but that stuff is not g-rated and if you want to know about it you'll have to email me. And I'll reply to you when my schedule permits.....mmm......


-My life....it's not just like something out of a dream, or Is a dream, it's.....like some made up fantasy that I keep pinching myself as to it's reality. Simultaneously, I know it all is REAL, and it is all of my making. Also, I would not be here without the help of so many. I carry the dreams and hopes of many, in me. Know that as I am succeeding, and the further I get, we rise Together.

I LOVE YOU.

Every One Of You. ETERNALLY GRATEFUL.

May you LIVE THE LIFE YOU IMAGINED. EVERY SECOND.

p.s If you ever find me full of myself (well yes I'm a megalomaniac, but you know what I mean) then please give me a hard punch and an ass-whooping. My integrity Must stay in tact in this land of Vices. Don't get me wrong..I LOVE Hollywood.....but it's easy to start thinking you're "the shit" and forget where you came from. So I repeat, Kick Me In The Ass if I start to Become an Ass.

What A Great Time To Be A U.S Citizen. Proud, FINALLY.


Friday, January 09, 2009

R.I.P Beloved Murka



You were my animal soul mate. You were the smartest, most beautiful, most noblest cat in the world. Nobody could have asked for a better friend, a better confidante. I know your spirit lives on. I Love You.

May everyone who sees this please take a moment in passing to pray for Murka's spirit.

Thank You.

Above is my Beautiful Murka's photo.


Anyone that knew Murka, please contact me for details about our small memorial.


"Murka loved you and that you loved her. Murka is a very special kitty. You always talked about her with the widest smile on your face and brightest gleam in your eye, her street smartness, her feistiness and playfulness, but, she was also regal and classy, keeping situations under her terms. I remember all the gifts that you told me she used to bring as she pranced happily towards you with birdies and the like. =)

Liliana was Murka's, Murka was Liliana's and Murka knew that you loved her very much.


And God asked the feline spirit
Are you ready to come home?
Oh, yes, quite so, replied the precious soul
And, as a cat, you know I am most able
To decide anything for myself.

Are you coming then? asked God.
Soon, replied the whiskered angel
But I must come slowly
For my human friends are troubled
For you see, they need me, quite certainly.

But don't they understand? asked God
That you'll never leave them?
That your souls are intertwined. For all eternity?
That nothing is created or destroyed?
It just is....forever and ever and ever.

Eventually they will understand,
Replied the glorious cat
For I will whisper into their hearts
That I am always with them
I just am....forever and ever and ever.

- Unknown

Viva Forever Murka

Happiness is in the Absence

"What is it that you fantasize about?

World Peace?
International Fame?
Winning a Pulitzer Prize, Nobel Peace Prize?
An MTV Music Award?
Meeting some genius hunk ostensibly bad but secretly simmering with noble passion and willing to sleep on the wet spot?

Lacan's point> Fantasies Have to be unrealistic, because the second that you get what you seek, you don't-- you can't want it anymore.

In order to continue to exist...desire must have its objects perpetually absent.

It's not the "it" that you want.
It's the fantasy of "it".

So, desire supports crazy fantasies.

This is what Pascal means when he says that we are only truly happy...when Daydreaming about future happiness.

Or why we say...

the hunt is sweeter than the kill.

Or be careful what you wish for,
not because you'll get it...
but because you're doomed not to want it once you do.

So the lesson of Lacan is, living by your wants will never make you happy.

What it means to be fully human is to strive to live by ideas and ideals...
and not to measure your life by what you've attained in terms of your desires...

but those small moments of integrity, compassion,
rationality, even self-sacrifice.

Because in the end, the only way that we can measure the significance of our own lives...

is by valuing the lives of others."

-from "The Life of David Gale"

Thursday, January 08, 2009

Development

Liliana Maqsudulovna Alam was born on August 15, 1986 in Pyatigorsk, Russia to Bangladeshi father Dr. Maqsudul Alam, a scientist (then pursuing his phD) and Russian mother Dr. Irina Anatolievna Pyrkova-Corotan (re-married) physician (then in med-school). She migrated to America with her parents at age 6. Living first in Washington State and Hawaii. From the ages of 4-9 her parents tutored her extensively in the subjects of geography, mathematics, world cultures, and science. From age 9 onwards Liliana self-educated herself in the areas of literature, philosophy, science, history, economics, world cultures, art, music, and other disciplines. Her parents divorced when Liliana was 11, and she moved with her mother to Pennsylvania, then to Northern California, moving back and forth between her parents. During her childhood and adolescence she traveled with her mother and father (separately) to Europe, Bangladesh, Taiwan, Russia, the Bahamas, Mexico, Canada and much of continental America. Liliana attended over 20 different schools of varying disciplines (Catholic, private and conservative to public, to traditional, to schools for the Gifted), including Montessori, prestigious private academy Punahou of Hawaii, and Northwestern Pennsylvania Collegiate Academy. Liliana graduated early at 16 from Kihei Public Charter High School in Maui, Hawaii, being the first and only to have done it at KHS, established for "out-of-the-box thinking, self-motivated students". She moved to New Zealand where she pursued a double Bachelor of Science and Biomedical Science degree at Victoria University, changing majors 3 times between Mathematics/Physics/Human Genetics, Psychology/Criminology, and Chemistry/Geology. During this time she worked independently on her Mathematical Number Theory Pi Thesis, and 2 books she had been writing since age 13. She found the university system unchallenging and unfullfilling. It was fatefully around the same when a personal lending situation went wrong, and Liliana was robbed of 10 grand by a former friend, that Liliana (the former non-conformist Idealist) discovered the world of Business. She left university and continues to make a living off of her plethora of mainly self-taught talents: Writer, Model, Actress, Artist, Musician, Dancer, Masseuse, Chef, Entrepreneur. She finished 2 books in 2007, poetry/artwork/photography work "Cacaoethes Scribendi: The Urge to Write", and "The Anomaly Infinite" a multi-genre loosely autobiographical but fictional novel. Liliana has been IQ tested several times throughout her life and is currently at 163 pts., with 130 points and above being considered statistically "Genius".


Career

Liliana was discovered as a Model at the age of 11. However she rejected the offers she received. As well as her parents, particularly her mother. She was invited to the 2001 Talent Convention in Opry, North Carolina but did not attend. A talent scout from a newspaper ad took interest in her, but the necessary parental permission was not given. She graduated from Barbizon Model & Training school in 2002. Liliana was the lead singer of the rock/darkwave band Sui Generis, members Ryan Aranda and Andrew Venable. At age 20, she became the Creative Director and Art Analyst Writer of Yasumi Online, a website specializing in the sale of Antique Asian Art, the founder of who recruited her upon his belief in her raw business acumen and cutthroat instinct. Liliana independently finds works in sectors ranging from Massage to Writing to Business to Modeling, thru forums such as craigslist, modelmayhem, her previous client base, and of course her websites and google. She is additionally currently signed to MORE Models & Talent in Hawaii, imageModels & Talent and Possum Productions in New Zealand and lives between California, Hawaii and New Zealand.

Liliana just signed to new representation in Hollywood for her two main current focuses: Acting & Modeling.

Liliana utilized the marketing tools of the Internet several years ago and manages about 10 websites, and social networking forums to promote her talents and image to industry professionals, as well as her personal following.


Two projects which are in the long-term future are the establishment of her powerhouse company EmpireEnterprises and ATARAXIA, a new school system. Liliana currently scours the world for exceptional talent and people, thru person and online networking sites, building a database of people for her future projects.


Achievements

As a youth Liliana excelled in all academia, winning numerous contests and scholarships in all fields; indeed achieving the coveted Johns Hopkins Medical School Scholarship for Gifted Youth at the age of 9. (Liliana ranked 99th percentile in a nationwide achievement test). She also ranked 99.9% percentile in a Nationwide Writing Assessment test thru her 9th grade Journalism course at NW Academy, 1st place 2 years in a row at her Piano Studio for best Student, she maintained a 4.3 GPA average throughout early schooling. She was the Only underclassmen in the majority of her grueling Honours and AP courses. In addition to Academics, Liliana won numerous competitions in art, literature, invention/science, music, etc. including an acceptance into the National Musician's Guild Society (for her piano repertoire) at age 10, admission into the Junior Honor Roll Society, 1st place for a memoir and Honorable Mention for a sci-fi short story when she was 10 in the Hawaii state Language Arts Competition, 1st place at the Washington statewide Youth Art Competition,1st place at a junior Science "Invention Convention" for her "kitty kat-feeder", She was tested at Sylvan Center as a 6 year old for exceptional academic ability, again at age 16, and 20 at other testing facilities, scoring 163 points on an IQ test, putting her in the statistical category of "genius", with an IQ of above 130 pts. being "genius". Liliana was the first to graduate high school early at KHS, and did it using her own particular method of advanced AP credits and extracurricular credits from Volunteer work (Hawaiian Humane Society and Medical Volunteer), and taking community college courses in HS.

Personal

From a young age Liliana exhibited an interest in understanding the mentalities of people, and experiencing different lifestyles and cultures. She is an Atheist of her own belief system, and has experimented with Wiccan, Goth, Meditation, Buddhism and Agnostic schools of thought. She shaved her head bald at 17 in a move to rid herself of "earthly materialism". Her persona, writings, poems, art and philosophies have inspired an underground following, mostly thru the internet.

Liliana cares deeply about People, all types of people (including everyone from high-power CEOs to 3rd-World Housewives), constantly finding new talent and people, maintaining a personal connection thru emails and websites with her supporters, friends and fan base.

Liliana's official website: www.LilianaAlam.com, was created gratis by Christian Nikolaisen, the force behind such websites as www.my-diary.org.

Her artist name "The Anomaly Infinite" derives itself from:
"the"
"anomaly"
"infinite"

Liliana had the physical appearance of a 25 year old at age 13. The attention she received then and continues to receive from men was overwhelming, and partially contributes to her suspicion of new people at times.

Liliana is currently in a relationship with Half-Austrian/Half-Papua New Guinean Futboller and Filmmaker Helmut Marko, who she met in New Zealand and has been with for 5 years. She has no desire to get married and rejects the conformist plan of marriage, kids, and a house in the suburbs, though is understanding of those who choose this path in life.

She cherishes family and keeps close connections between her father, mother, her 3 yr. old half-brother John Paul and 17 yr. old step-brother Mile Corotan, and family in Bangladesh and Russia.

Liliana has been diagnosed by 5 different physicians and psychotherapists as everything from Schizophrenic, Bipolar Disorder, Hypomania, Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder, Attention Deficit Disorder,

Liliana is not on any medication, is shockingly stable and lucid, and believes that what the western medical community defines as "disease" is a gateway of consciousness which allows for higher thought-patterns not as easily accessible by those considered "normal". Her personal and theoretical experience in this category has spurned the creation of papers presenting her arguement refuting the current perception about mental illness.

Due to her transcendent way of thinking, Liliana shifts between being extroverted, highly focused, motivated and achievement-orientated in the practical world, to an introverted hermit who sees materialism, and goals silly inventions of modern society and finds enlightnement in the state of "being".

Liliana's core aims and purpose in life are to fulfill all of her talents and areas to the best of her abilities, and leave behind a great legacy of change in the world by doing so. Her independent marks of significance have to do with her being a Writer, Artist, Musician, Actress. Her global contributions have to do with her entrepreneurial ventures of Inventions, EmpireEnterprises, and ATARAXIA: a new school system for the world. Though both of these areas of Liliana relate to each other.






EXTRA TIDBITS

Liliana won numerous competitions in art, literature, invention/science, music, etc. including an acceptance into the National Guild Society (for her piano repertoire) at age 10. Liliana attended over 15 different high schools across the globe at different educational systems ranging from those aimed for the gifted to traditional public and private catholic schools. At age 16 she graduated early at Kihei (Maui, Hawaii) Public Charter High School, a non-traditional school for motivated and "out-of-the-box" students. She worked on a scientific research project on pi, of her own thesis, experienced meditation, wrote a book, even shaved her head bald. At 17 she was accepted into prestigious Victoria University in Wellington, New Zealand where she pursued a Biomedical Science degree in Human Genetics, Physics and Mathematics, and a Bachelor of Science degree in Psychology and Geology. Liliana did not find challenge or adequate stimulus in the university or any traditional school environment and left Victoria. She worked on another book, inventions, modeling (Liliana has been modeling since age 13), acting, and various other pursuits. This poetry project is a section of a much longer 10,000 page multi-genre, multi-media, book project to be released sometime in the future. Liliana has been tested for IQ and achieved way beyond the statistical limit of 150 points. To give some perspective of the unique workings of Liliana's versatile mind,"Genius", in terms of these standardized IQ tests is deemed 130 points and above. At only 21, Liliana now lives, works, and travels around the world. Liliana calls herself a "nomad/Citizen of the World", and is called a "gypsy" by her father who shares a close bond with Liliana. Liliana is fond of people, observing different cultures, sights and mannerisms, and goes with her Muse, half Papua New Guinean half Austrian rising filmmaker Helmut Marko (her life partner) wherever her creative juices, goals, and huge ambitions inspire her. Liliana's message to all dreamers, believers, creators, and all people everywhere is to "imagine. don't listen to what your naysayers tell you, pursue the visions in your mind with unshakable determination and lastly, Love Everyone. Fear Nothing. Rule the Universe." Liliana is known in underground circles as "The Anomaly Infinite" for her vast and unique abilities in countless areas, the first being of her kind-The Anomaly, for having talents without explanation or end-Infinite. The paragraphs below provide some further explanation of this other, "supernatural", "crazy", extreme side of Liliana.

"THEANOMALYINFINITE A.K.A LILIANA ALAM IS A WRITER, MODEL, ARTIST, MUSICIAN, ATHLETE, INVENTOR, PHILOSOPHER, EQUESTRIAN, CHEF, MENTALIST MASTER, SEX & HEALTH ADVISOR, MASSEUSE, DANCER, ETC.!!! A GENIUS, A VISIONARY…. AI’S UNIQUE METHOD OF DOING EVERYTHING, DOING IT WITH "THE AI FLAVOUR” VERSATILE GENIUS, AND EASILY NAVIGATING BETWEEN VAST AREAS OF EXPERTISE, MAKES HER THE FIRST OF HER KIND. A CHILD PRODIGY HIDDEN FROM THE PUBLIC EYE, AI “DID IT ALL” BY THE AGE OF 10. NOW AT 20 SHE'S GROWN TO BEING IT ALL, AND IS NOW SHARING HER STORY WITH THE WORLD…. WITNESS THE RISE OF AI."
www.breakfree2energy.blogspot.com
THEANOMALYINFINITE HAS ABILITIES SUCH AS INVENTING A NEW KIND OF MATHEMATICS, EXCELLING IN ALL AREAS IN RANGE FROM MUSIC TO SCIENCE TO ART, MOVING A PIECE OF STRING TIED TO A STONE USING SOLELY HER MIND (RESEARCH MENTALISM, A METHOD USED BY MANY MAGICIANS, A FAMOUS EXAMPLE OF ONE WHO USES IT IS CRISSANGEL:MINDFREAK). THE, SIGNIFIES A SINGULAR, SOMETHING OBSOLETE. ANOMALY IS DEFINED AS A PROIGY, GENIUS, A BEING BEYOND THE DEFINITION OF CURRENT SCIENCE, INFINITE MEANS EXPANDING FOREVER IN MANY DIRECTIONS, NOT BEING LIMITED TO ANY ONE DIRECTION. THUS: THEANOMALYINFINITE. AI HAS DONE THINGS WHICH MANY HAVE CLASSIFIED AS SUPREMELY GENIUS, AND OTHERS HAVE CLASSIFIED AS THE OPPOSITE: FALSE, TRICKERY, CLEVER DECEPTION, AND NOT TRUE MAGIC, TRUE MIRACLE, TRUE GENIUS, OR THE TRUE SUPERNATURAL WHICH MANY CONSIDER INACCESSIBLE FOR ORDINARY PEOPLE. AI BELIEVES THAT THE SUPERNATURAL IS ACCESSIBLE AND ACHIEVEABLE BY ALL PEOPLE, AND THAT THE TRUE POWER OF THE MIND IS WHAT EXPLAINS THAT WHICH IS DEEMED TO BE SUPERNATURAL, TRUE MAGIC, MIRACULOUS, AND UNHOLY. AI BELIEVES THAT UNDERSTANDING THE UNLIMITED POWER OF THE MIND CAN EXPLAIN THE PERCEIVED MIRACLES AND PREVIOUSLY MISUNDERSTOOD ABILITIES OF JESUS CHRIST, WOLFGANG AMADEUS MOZART, VOLTAIRE, LEONARDO DA VINCI, YOGIS, PRODIGYS, GENIUSES, AND FIGURES THROUGHOUT THE COURSE OF HISTORY WHO ARE BELIEVED TO HAVE BROKEN LAWS OF NATURE AND PHYSICS, ANOMALYS WHO HAVE EXCEEDED THE LIMIT OF NORMAL HUMAN BEINGS. AI BELIEVES THAT ANYONE CAN POSESS THESE PREVIOUSLY DEEMED INACCESSIBLE POWERS AND CAN PRACTICE THEM AT WILL, WITH THE FULL UNDERSTANDING OF THE UNLIMITED CAPABILITIES OF THE HUMAN MIND. THE FOLLOWING WILL DETAIL THE HISTORY OF IE IN THE HOPE THAT PEOPLE WILL BE ABLE TO SEE THAT THE MIRACULOUS, THE SUPERNATURAL, THE GENIUS, IS REAL, BUT NOT INACCESSIBLE. THAT ANYONE HAS THE CAPABILITY TO WALK ON WATER, WALK ON HOT COALS, MOVE OBJECTS WITH THEIR MINDS, AND OTHER SUCH CONSIDERED BIZARRE PHENOMENA. IE BELIEVES THAT ANYONE, IS CAPABLE OF DOING ANYTHING, EVEN THAT WHICH IS CONSIDERED PHYSICALLY IMPOSSIBLE. WHAT FOLLOWS WILL CONTINUALLY BE UPDATED THROUGH WRITING, PHOTOGRAPHY, VIDEO, AND OTHER FORMS OF DOCUMENTATION OF IE'S ABILITIES, AND HISTORICAL EXAMPLES, UNTIL THE CLAIM WHICH IE HAS MADE IS ACCEPTED AND UNDERSTOOD. IE'S GENETIC HISTORY COMPRISES SCIENTISTS, MUSICIANS, ARCHITECTS, DESIGNERS, MILITARY GENERALS, CANDLEMAKERS, ARTISTS, ENGINEERS, ETC. AI AND HER PARENTS HAVE A LONG WITHSTANDING LOVING, YET EXTREMELY COMPLICATED AND STRANGE RELATIONSHIP. AI REMAINS DYNAMICALLY CLOSE WITH HER FATHER AND HOPES TO ONE DAY BUILD AN EMPIRE WORTHY OF HIS MORAL AND ETHICAL LEGACY.


AI A.K.A LILIANA ALAM WAS BORN IN PIETEGORSK, RUSSIA, ON AUGUST 15,1986 TO A RUSSIAN PHYSICIAN MOTHER (AN ORPHAN. PHYSICS, ATHLETICS, ETC. WHIZ) AND A PROMINENT BENGALY MICROBIOLOGIST FATHER (SCHOLARSHIP WINNER, 2 P.H.D's/biochemistry/microbiology, STUDIED AT MAX-PLANCK UNIVERSITY, ALBERT EINSTEIN SCHOOL IN NY, US, MOSCOW UNIVERSITY). SHE LEARNED TO SWIM AT AGE 1. AT 2 SHE RECITED RUSSIAN POET PUSHKIN'S ILLIAD LENGTH POEMS BY MEMORY. AT 3 SHE SHOWED TALENT IN MUSICAL, MATHEMATICAL, ACADEMIC, ATHLETIC, AND ADDITIONAL ABILITIES. AT 5 SHE MIGRATED WITH HER PARENTS TO WASHINGTON STATE, AMERICA, WHERE SHE WON A STATEWIDE ART COMPETITION. FROM AGES 6-10 HER PARENTS PRIVATELY TUTORED HER EXTENSIVELY IN MATHEMATICS, GEOGRAPHY, HISTORY, LANGUAGES (IE SPEAKS FLUENT RUSSIAN, ENGLISH, PARTIAL- ARABIC, BANGLA, SPANISH, GERMAN, FRENCH, JAPANESE) WHILST IE ATTENDED 5 DIFFERENT SCHOOLS IN DIFFERENT STATES, INCLUDING MONTESSORI-A SCHOOL FOR GIFTED CHILDREN. AT 9 SHE WAS ACCEPTED INTO THE NATIONAL GUILD OF MUSIC FOR HER ABILITIES IN PIANO (IE PLAYS PIANO, GUITAR, RECORDER, PARTIAL- TENOR SAXAPHONE, SITAR, DRUMS-JIMBAY,BASS GUITAR, ETC. ALSO AT 9 SHE TESTED SAT 99th percentile STATEWIDE OF HAWAII FOR WHICH SHE WON A JOHN HOPKINS SUMMER SCHOLARSHIP. IE DID NOT TAKE THE SCHOLARSHIP, AND INSTEAD TRAVELED TO EUROPE WITH HER MOTHER. IT WAS AROUND THIS TIME THAT IE'S GROWING FASCINATION WITH THE MANY PERCEPTIONS AND POSSIBILITIES WHICH SURROUNDED HER SKYROCKETED. SHE WANTED TO BE NORMAL AND EXPERIENCE "NORMAL" LIFE. HER PARENTS AND ACADEMIC ADVISORS ATTEMPTED TO KEEP IE FROM EXPLORING THE VAST POSSIBILITIES BEYOND HER STRICT SCHEDULE. IE REBELLED AND DECIDED TO EXPLORE AS MANY TERRITORIES AND MENTALITIES AS POSSIBLE. IE WAS ACCEPTED INTO PUNAHOU SCHOOL OF HAWAII FOR ACADEMICALLY ADVANCED STUDENTS. SHE LEFT THE PRIVATE SCHOOL SYSTEM AT AGE 12, THE SAME YEAR IE'S PARENTS DIVORCED. THE TUTORING HAD STOPPED AT AGE 9, BUT AI CONTINUED TO SELF-EDUCATE HERSELF IN AREAS SUCH AS ECONOMICS, HISTORY, POLITICS, GEOGRAPHY, MILITARY STRATEGY, THE ARTS, PHYSICAL FITNESS, SCIENCE, LANGUAGES, MUSIC, MATHEMATICS, THE PARANORMAL & OCCULT, RELIGION, ETC. AI MOVED WITH HER MOTHER TO PENNSYLVANIA, U.S, IN THE HOPES OF BEING SURROUNDED BY A MORE AMBITIOUS, FOCUSED, MOTIVATED AND CULTURAL POPULACE. THE EAST COAST OF AMERICA GREETED AI WITH COLD HANDS AND HER ABUNDANT TALENTS AND PHYSICAL ATTRIBUTES BECAME A SOURCE OF JEALOUSY AT TEH 3 HIGH SCHOOLS SHE ATTENDED, AND SHE WAS OSTRACIZED LARGELY BY THE FEMALE STUDENT BODY FOR HER CONTRADICTIVE NATURE OF BEING SUPREMEMLY BRILLIANT (AI IN 9TH GRADE WAS IN ALL HONOURS CLASSES AMIDST 11TH AND 12TH GRADE STUDENTS) EXTROVERTED, AND PHYSICALLY SUPERIOR IN APPEARANCE SO MUCH THAT IN SOME WEEKS IE WAS "ASKED OUT" BY EVERY EXISTING FEMALE'S BOYFRIEND. AT 13, IE HAD THE PHYSICAL APPEARANCE OF A 20 YEAR OLD. AN EX-BOYFRIEND QUOTES, "SHE LOOKED LIKE A GORGEOUS, SUCCESSFUL, 28 YEAR OLD WOMAN!!!" AI NEVER LIED ABOUT HER AGE AND USED IT INSTEAD AS A SHOCK FACTOR. HER FIRST BOYFRIEND WAS 21. AI FREQUENTLY SPENT TIME AROUND OLDER PEOPLE, FINDING THEIR MATURITY CLOSER TO HERS. SHE RARELY RELATED TO PEOPLE HER OWN AGE. AI RECEIVED MODELLING AND ACTING OFFERS, AND A CHANGE TO ENTER A BEAUTY PAGEANT. AI'S MOTHER DECLINED HER PERMISSION FOR AI TO MODEL, REASONING IT WAS A DANGEROUS BUSINESS. AI, BEING REBELLIOUS FROM A YOUNG AGE, RAN AWAY FROM HOME SEVERAL TIMES AND ALTHOUGH DID NOT PURSUE A MODELING CAREER OR FAME, AI EXPERIMENTED IN AS MANY AREAS AS SHE COULD, DEFYING HER PARENTS. DURING 12-16 AI ATTENDED OVER 6 HIGH SCHOOLS IN DIFFERENT STATES BEFORE DECIDING THE HIGH SCHOOL SYSTEM IS EXTREMELY FLAWED IN ENCOURAGING INDIVIDUAL GROWTH AND EXCEPTIONAL TALENT. AI WANTED TO EXPOSE HERSELF TO AS MANY HIGH SCHOOLS AS POSSIBLE WHICH IS WHY THE HOME-SCHOOLING OPTION WAS INSUFFICIENT FOR HER RESEARCH PURPOSES. AI'E OBSERVATIONS ABOUT THE CURRENT EDUCATION SYSTEM WORLDWIDE ARE CURRENTLY BEING CONSTRUCTED INTO A BUSINESS PLAN FOR ATARAXIA: A SCHOOL OF THE FUTURE. AI GRADUATED EARLY AT 16 AT KHS, MAUI-A NON-TRADITIONAL EDUCATIONAL SYSTEM. AI WAS AT THAT TIME COMPLETING HER POETRY AND ART PROJECT FOR PUBLICATION, BUT PUT IT ON HOLD TO PURSUE A BIOMEDICAL SCIENCE DEGREE FROM VICTORIA UNIVERSITY IN NEW ZEALAND AWAY FROM THE HIPOCRACY AND MATERIALISM OF AMERICA, WHERE SHE SWITCHED HER MAJOR 4 TIMES AS SHE FOUND THE MATERIAL UNCHALLENGING AND THE UNIVERSITY ENVIRONMENT UNSTIMULATING AND MEDIOCRE. IT WAS HYPOTHESIZED BY AI'S PARENTS THAT SHE SHOULD PURSUE IVY LEAGUE SCHOOLS SUCH AS HARVARD, YALE, PRINCETON IN HOPES OF FINDING A PLACE OF HIGHER STIMULATION, BUT THE RIGID DICTATORSHIP, ARISTOCRATIC MENTALITY OF ATTENDING STUDENTS, AND OVER-EXCESSIVE FOCUS ON ACADEMIC TRADITION DISGUSTED AI. ONE OF AI'S PROJECTS-ATARAXIA IS DEVELOPING A SCHOOLING SYSTEM FOR WHICH ENCOURAGES INDIVIDUAL GROWTH. AI BELIEVES THAT THE TERM "GIFTED" AND "GENIUS" IS A LABEL, AND THAT ALL PEOPLE EVERYWHERE ARE EQUAL IN THEIR CAPABILITIES, AND ALL HAVE UNLIMITED ABILITIES AND TALENTS WHICH USUALLY IF LEFT TO TRADITIONAL SCHOOLING SYSTEMS, AND TRADITIONAL LIFE CAREER PATHWAYS, WILL NEVER BE DISCOVERED. AI HOPES TO ESTABLISH A SCHOOLING SYSTEM IN THE FUTURE WHICH REFLECTS THIS MENTALITY. AI HAS BEEN IN SEARCH FOR OTHERS SUCH AS HERSELF IN THE HOPES OF GROWTH AND STIMULATION. SHE HAS MET NOBODY PRIOR TO HELMUT MARKO, HER CURRENT PARTNER, WHO HAS A SIMILAR APPROACH TO UNLEASHING ABILITIES TO EXCELL IN ALL AREAS. SHE HAS FOUND SOME SOLACE IN GROUPS SUCH AS MENSA-FOR PEOPLE WITH A "GENIUS" I.Q, AND USES MYSPACE. COM, HI5.COM, WWW.ABOVETOPSECRET.COM, AND OTHER "ADVANCED/GIFTED/TALENTED" WEBSITE FORUMS TO SEEK THOSE LIKE HER. IE'S IQ WAS 149 IN 2003, IT HAS GONE UP MANY POINTS SINCE THEN AND IT HAS NOW SURPASSED THE LIMIT OF 150 POINTS, THE SCALE USUALLY MEASURED BY STANDARDIZED IQ TESTS. AI HAS BEEN CLINICALLY DIAGNOSED BY A WIDE RANGE OF PHYSICIANS WITH BIPOLAR DISORDER, OBSESSIVE-COMPULSIVE DISORDER, DEPRESSION, ADHD, SCHIZOPHRENIA, HYPOMANIA, AND A COMBINATION OF SEVERAL SIMULTANEOUSLY. EVERY PHYSICIAN CONCLUDED A DIFFERENT ANALYSIS FROM HEALTHY TO "ILL", ADDING EVIDENCE TO ONE OF AI'S SCIENTIFIC THEORIES ON MENTAL ILLNESS AND PERCEPTION, THAT MENTAL ILLNESS IS A FALSE LABEL, FURTHERMORE THAT IT IS NON-EXISTANT. THE WESTERN WORLD'S REBUTTAL WAS SIMPLY THAT "DIAGNOSED PATIENTS EXHIBIT EXCESSIVE SIGNS OF DENIAL". AI HAS SHOWN THAT THERE ARE UNTAPPED MENTAL ABILITIES OF THE MIND WHICH HAVE NO SUPERNATURAL OR INACCESSIBLE QUALITIES, WHICH HAVE BEEN CONTINUALLY REGARDED BY THE WESTERN MEDICAL WORLD AS ABNORMAL, AND NEEDING CURE. AI, UPON QUESTIONING MEMBERS OF THE POPULACE WHO CONSIDER THEMSELVES "NORMAL", HAS BEEN GIVEN RESPONSES SUCH AS WE LIVE IN THE "REAL WORLD". IE HAS SHOWN HER TALENTS AND ABILITIES THROUGH AREAS RANGING FROM ACADEMICS TO ATHLETIC TO THE ARTS TO THE UNEXLAINABLE. AI BELIEVES THAT LABELS SUCH AS IDENTITY, NAME, STATUS, ACHIEVEMENTS, PHYSICAL APPEARANCE, FRIEND CIRCLES, CAREER, AND OTHER SUCH LABELS EQUATED WITH TRADITIONALIZED HUMAN LIFE ARE LIMITING TO ANY INDIVIDUAL BEING, WHETHER IT BE A FLOWER AN ALIEN A SOLAR SYSTEM OR A HUMAN. THE "MULTI-GENRE" UNFORMATTED TEXT ON THIS PAGE LISTS SOME OF HER PREVIOUS PROJECTS. IE IS CURRENTLY WORKING ON SEVERAL PROJECTS, ONE OF WHICH IS THE COMPLETION OF HER MULTI-GENRE NOVELLA, A TALE OF HOW A NORMAL HUMAN BEING BECOMES A SUPERHUMAN IN THE MEDIUM OF ART, POETRY, MATHEMATICS, MUSIC, WEBSITE, AND EVENTUALLY TELEVISION. PROJECT RELEASE DATE TBA.

WWW.BREAKFREE2BLOGSPOT.COM IS ONE OF AI'S WEBSITES, IT HAS WITHIN IT SOME OF HER POETRY, ARTWORKS, AND MISCELLANEOUS ESSAYS.

AI CAN BE FOUND ON THE WEB THROUGH

www.LilianaAlam.com
http://theanomalyinfinite.hi5.com
http://www.myspace.com/theanomalyinfinite
www.breakfree2energy.blogspot.com

EMAIL AI: nosfereinsteon314@gmail.com

AI TREASURES ALL THE INDIVIDUALS (AI HATES THE TERM "FANS") AI HAS KNOWN THROUGHOUT LIFE. AI BELIEVES THAT ALL BEINGS CAN HELP EACH OTHER REGARDLESS OF SUCH FACTORS AS AGE, RACE, SOCIAL STATUS, CAREER, ETC. AND THEREFORE IS OPEN TO RECEIVE SUGGESTIONS, COMMENTS, HELP, AND TO GIVE HELP FROM OTHER BEINGS. AI TRIES TO PERSONALLY READ & ANSWER AS MANY EMAILS AS POSSIBLE, HOWEVER DUE TO THE LARGE AMOUNT OF EMAILS AI RECEIVES AND AI'S VERY BUSY SCHEDULE, THE AI MAY NOT BE ABLE TO RESPOND TO YOUR EMAIL. AI WILL KEEP YOUR EMAIL ON FILE.

Monday, January 05, 2009

Yes!


Back in LA after Holidays!

WeeeeWaaaa!!!

This is not based on any specific event, but a general note about LIFE:

"Treat life as a curve ball. Instead of being a Wall and Stopping the bullets.....
Morph yourself to become One with them so that they cannot hurt you."


In the words of the great Helmut Marko

"Ride the Wave. Don't Drown in It."

Thursday, January 01, 2009

FUCCCCK!!!!!! DAMN!!!! WOWWWW. LIFE IS PHENOMENAL. I feel so FREE. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY. I hope that its going Fantastic for you.

I FEEL SO FUCKING FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! like the chains have been ripped off me.

and I jumped the furthest crevice, just to see if I would die. And I didn't die.

I do this shit all the time, push myself like that. And , every time, I'm just so AMAZED, with LIFE, with POWER, with the GREATNESS of the MIND and of the SPIRIT.


BLAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! yes I know this is pretty cryptic. Let's just say what happened tonight was FREEING.