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Sunday, July 22, 2007

"Liliana Alam a.k.a TheAnomalyInfinite Update" Issue 11

"TheAnomalyInfinite a.k.a Liliana Alam is a Writer, Model, Artist,
Musician, Researcher, Actress, Spiritual advisor, Humanitarian,
Mentalism master (the art of kineticism), Athlete, Inventor, Chef,
Philosopher, Martial Artist, Mathematician, Producer, Dancer, Health &
Sex guru, a Genius, a Visionary, CEO and Co-founder of
EmpireEnterprises, Equestrian, Entrepreneur. AI's unique method of
doing everything, doing it with "The AI flavour" versatile genius, and
easily navigating between vast areas of expertise, makes her the first
of her kind. A child prodigy hidden from the public eye, AI "did it
all" by the age of 10.
Now at Only 20!! she's grown to being it all, and is now
sharing her story with the world. Witness the Rise of AI." -


When they tell you to
When you think you won't
"make it"
You Won't.
For the battle my friend
Is not for the Talented to win
Not for the Perfects
or those of Beauty
The Battle is neither
good nor bad
And who you Fight against
is often Yourself

Remember Dear Dreamers
That what you Dream
Is only an idea
Until you make it into Reality

Oh but the Glorious Idea!
The very world started
with just such!
One crazy man and a
Simple Light Bulb

The Future of Your Now
Is blueprinted in your Head
So Listen to your Visions
and Never Doubt Yourself

Have you thunk you've Worked til' Exhaustion?
Ha! Work Harder Still!
Work until your fingers
Drip with the Blood of Will
Drill into Obstacles
with an iron Heart
Seek a big problem
A big opportunity awaits you
For only in Purity
will you Safely Pass

Glance not at your cynics
Take the Honest Advice from your Sincere Critics
Be Wise Enough to Determine the Difference
Choose with Precision your Friends
Cherish your Family well

Follow the Right
of what You believe is Right
No Matter how many voices
Argue to Spite

Your Journey is Greater
than your Goal
But oh what a grand thing!
To Achieve a Hope!

Above all ,
Let this be your Creed
The Battle is Not Won with
Hard Work, Talent, Beauty, Heart or Mind

No! These will only get you Half-Way There!

The Battle is Won
The Winner Fights All
Not With Gifts

But with Thoughts.

You will Attract
All the thinks which you Think.

If you think you may lose
You've already Lost
If you think the Rumours about you are
They Are!
If you let Them Get to You
You've already Fallen Hard

If you Believe You
Can Achieve It
Then you Surely Will!

Your thoughts Determine
Your Physical Self
in the world of the Real

*******--------------------------------------July 21, 2007, Tauranga,
New Zealand, 21:07, Liliana Alam a.k.a TheAnomalyInfinite


The next newsletter update won't be out for quite a while. 4-5 weeks.
I get back from Russia August 20, but am gonna take some time to
re-adjust to AmeeerrriKaaaa. So I can't really tell ya'll when I'll
feel like writing the next installment of the damndest bestest thing
ever!!!!! Wait in anticipation. HAhaha. I sincerely hope you have a
Fantastic August, and a happy end of July. It has been lots of fun
writing these and getting feedback from you. I open my heart to you
and believe that all you envision within yourself is Real. Who You Are
is What You Believe You Are.

"Some day, in years to come, you will be wrestling with the great
temptation, or trembling under the great sorrow of your life. But the
real struggle is here, now, in these quiet weeks. Now it is being
decided whether, in the day of your supreme sorrow or temptation, you
shall miserably fail or gloriously conquer. Character cannot be made
except by a steady, long continued process."
- -- Phillips Brooks

THE AI'S SCHEDULE (The Full Schedule until December 2007 available on
AI's MySpace Music Site and Facebook Fan Club "Fans of Liliana Alam"
Moderated and Created by Ziad El-Hemedi)


07/24/2007 06:00 PM - Moving out of New Zealand for at least the next
6 months =0(
, Tauranga, -

Well 3 years has gone by really fast. And much has changed in those 3
years. I met my deep love and heart of my universe HELMUT a.k.a
FREEDOM OF WILL here so it will always be a land of mystery and beauty
and LOVE. Helms will also be movin to LA a little after me to shoot
his 1st movie. "Seen so many faces, been so many places...." I deeply
enjoyed New Zealand and all the great friendships I have made here.
And all the AWSUM business contacts as well. Its been.. INTERESTING.
and RELAXING. Back to Capitalist America!! Love to all of you,
business and friends: Nithya and Malcolm Lett, William, Andy, The
Malahoffs, Xiao, Wafer, Philip & Leane, Kini, Rohan, Letisha, Jal and
the IT crowd, the drama crowd, the coffee addicts, the Wildcats, the
Arabic club, Victoria University staff and students, Cuba Street, All
Day Breakfast yummmmy, all those tim tams i'm gonna misss!!! Emily,
Dr. Pearce, Dr. Lieu, Possum Productions and my amazing agent Nicole(i
hope we still keep in touch wish me luck in LA!). , Tom Martin, Gary
Reid, Beejay, Paul Wong, The Law Revue Crowd (fun times!!!) , Chapman
& Tripp crowd (u nerds =0p), the Hothouse crew thankx for a great
first time on television for me!!! Brandon and his band, WOW
wellington, All of Wellington, All the Wellington Artists and
Musicians, the Blanket Man, All of Tauranga, The Markos-THANK YOU for
opening yourselves to me and letting me stay in your home (i was very
moved. touched.) and for giving birth to your INCREDIBLE son!!!, All
of Mount Maunganui. I LOVE YOU NEW ZEALAND! I'll be back!!! U'll see
me on tv in America soon!

07/26/2007 06:00 PM - Liliana Alam will be in Russia from July 26
until August 20
, Moscow>St. Petersburg>Piatigorsk, -

Going to Russia to visit my family who I have not seen since age 12. I
am going with my mother, step-father and 2 brothers (1 halfbrother, 1
stepbrother). Fun Times! I'm excited! Keep writing emails. I'll reply
to you all when I return! Love you.....xoxxoxo Liliana a.k.a

08/15/2007 11:00 PM - Project Anomaly Infinite Book Completion Date
, Hollywood, Los Angeles, California -

Well this is it Folks! What i've been working on for the past 6
months. All of my work since age 4 and beyond!!! Will be hitting
bookstores, Amazon, etc., late 2007. This is the day it will be
completed. August 15 is my 21st birthday. A commemoration of a Great
Supernatural Journey. Have fun Reading!!!!! (All 10,000 or so
pages!!!) A copy will also be available for FREE in pdf format on my
websites, and LimeWire.



Take as Needed------:

My Advice: Don't be illusioned

No matter what anyone Promises you, no matter how deep you Believe
your friendships, family, or lovers are. No Matter who you think you
can Trust. No Matter what you fool yourself into

Always Remember That The Only Real Person You Can EVER Count On Is

and that is a Grand Thing.

Until Next Time..............

Liliana Alam a.k.a TheAnomalyInfinite

p.s on july 31st midnight, or as soon as you wake up the morning of
August 1, don't forget to say "white rabbit, white rabbit" for Good
Luck for the entire month. Its gotta be the first phrase out of your
mouth or it won't work. the Rabbit...........


"What you dream is already your reality. You have to believe in it
enough to see it." -Liliana Alam

realize that what you are is undefinable in any terms which surround
you, nor is anything which surrounds you definable. free yourself of

"1 hair on your head is not enough, but 1 in your soup is too much"-
Albert Einstein on relativity


everything is nothing is everything....

why did the chicken cross the road? because thats what everybody told
you, and you believed them.-TheAI

Wednesday, July 11, 2007

The Ocean Is Snow

Dear All,

Letting you know that I will be in combat training/deep meditation for
the next few days and will not be using the internet.

Feel free to keep writing messages. I will read and check them all
when I return from my Jedi Training. Haha.

"May The Force Be With You."

I love you.

Here is something I wrote yesterday:

"Today the ocean looked like snow. The frothing of the wave foam, a fine
cappuccino. Such beauty, its too perfect. Its so damn perfect I want to
scream. I sat on the benches above the mountain on top of Maunganui and
stared into the pinkish blue horizon. The wind was serenading me. Calling to
me with its tender embrace. The vibrant coral of the rock was as brown as a
gypsy's back. Its red tones moved me unspeakably. The entire spectacle cost
me tears and a stiff, cold face. My lips pinkified, my cheeks rosened. The sea
was an ocean of snow, violent and angry, yet wise. I stuck my finger in a
droplet of foam which floated up above the waves onto the beach mountain
dirt. It tasted of salt and amnesia. A man came and sat on the bench I was
nestled on. He sat on the further end, his eyes spoke of many journeys and
many lost loves. But his aura spoke of silence. A man not to be touched, not
to be listened to, not to even be noticed. He wished to be invisible
and I could
sense his nervous hesitance at picking the place beside me. Hoping that my
lips would remain shut. And they did. His blue jacket rustled in the dark wind,
and I occasionally got up and ran in place, doing jumping jacks to raise my
temperature. The man and I shared something. As all strangers do. An
unspeakable acknowledgement of a connection. But one that must never be
talked of, or given a business card to . One that must only be reserved for
places such as this, for moments of the mind. A 40 year old man. A 20 year
old woman. Yet we are like the ocean, with all of our colours, intertwined and
dependent upon each other regardless of our deepest gestures to make it

A pack of runners passed by me on the trail. They smiled in that hithering
look males give to pretty women. I felt as if I was in Italy, wearing
a dress of
white, with long eyelashes and a mouth that frequently smiled. The men were
handsome, strong, friendly. Full of life, full of laughter. I felt so
old beside
them. A lolita with the eyes of a thousand years lived. A child, yet an anomaly

I had a turkish coffee and a sweet cappucino, with milk so womanly it
reminded me of my mother's teat. The warmth, such radiance in a liquid. It
creamed my soul and my memories. I thought of many. I thought of Ryan. He
frequents my thoughts now almost daily. And when I hear "From Yesterday",
by 30 Seconds to Mars, the band I introduced him to, I feel his breath within
me, I remember his eyes on top of me as we laced our bodies together. He is
still to this day , the first man I made love to. He is part of Sui
Generis, and it
is in my blood. Has he forgotten me? Has he forgotten our story? Our story so
fresh, so ravid, so hungry and bitter. Always Ryan, Always, I do remember.

I thought of Mike, and of Igor, and of many lovers who have came and gone,
smoothly and softly, like the stream of flowing milk running down my throat.
Their semen, so delicate and pungeant. The aroma of the sea, as I sat on the
beach leaning on a gnarly tree, cried to me and with me. It Knows. It all
knows. Even if all have forgot. I come there often, the sea. It is my only true
friend. Full of history, and yet never hating me for my past. Only embracing it
like a wise old man with twinkly eyes and a cane to beat pigeons away.

The cappucino and turkish coffee were purchased from a Turkish to go, the
only cafe open at 6ish at the mount. There was a happy man, and a woman
from Hungary with arched eyebrows drawn by a caramel pencil. Her eyes
hinted of deep sexuality. I would have liked to fuck her. The man was kind. A
jovial 20 something=er. He asked how many sugars I would like in my coffee
and I told him 4. He laughed. "I like it sweet". We shared a smile, yet another

Tomorrow, or maybe the days after tomorrow I will come again and buy
another cappucino from his sweet hands. It was one of the best I have ever

I fried myself at the tanning salon. The room was intriguing, but the posters
of pin up models tanned and taut on the walls did not match the otherwise
serene nature of the private room. Outside, children laughed and yelled,
frolick hour at the Salt Water Pools. I listend to the brilliance of
Graeme Revell
off of the soundtrack of Aeon Flux. "Destroying the Memories".

Tanning my skin, my beautiful skin. I caught a glimpse of myself in the long
mirror. In the UV light, in the pale glow, I looked miraculous. An angel of
perfect proportion.

Such glorious music to inspire me on my adventures, my horrid paths in the
underworld, masked by the face of an innoccent.

Such beauty, too much. Such sound, such laughter.

The eyes of every man I see walking by. The scattered nature of the woman,
too shy to look me in the eye.

I do love them all so. My minions, my saviours.

Gladly, I am home, if there is such a place.

A hotel apartment on the beach. A covered shelter in the shattering cold of
the night air. A tanned woman with a complicated history.

And a mouth that tastes of bitter and sensuous coffee beans.
Such is Life. Such is My Life. Oh how I love it."

-Liliana Alam, 7ish pm, July 11, Mount Maunganui, New Zealand

P.S I have attached for you all a photo my father sent me from

you can see it here on its original website:


after reading my short story yesterday. The work is of a brilliant photographer. A brilliant photographer who somewhere else in this vast world has captured an image which I saw today. And my father has linked us both together. May all you Dreamers Fly, may all you Lovers Roam. May all you travelers someday find your final destination.


"What you dream is already your reality. You have to believe in it
enough to see it." -Liliana Alam

realize that what you are is undefinable in any terms which surround
you, nor is anything which surrounds you definable. free yourself of

"1 hair on your head is not enough, but 1 in your soup is too much"-
Albert Einstein on relativity


everything is nothing is everything....

why did the chicken cross the road? because thats what everybody told
you, and you believed them.-TheAI

Tuesday, July 10, 2007

"Liliana Alam a.k.a TheAnomalyInfinite Update" Issue 10

      "TheAnomalyInfinite a.k.a Liliana Alam is a Writer, Model,
Artist, Musician, Researcher, Actress, Spiritual advisor,
Humanitarian, Mentalism master (the art of kineticism), Athlete,
Inventor, Chef, Philosopher, Martial Artist, Mathematician, Producer,
Dancer, Health & Sex guru, a Genius, a Visionary, CEO and Co-founder
of EmpireEnterprises, Equestrian, Entrepreneur. AI's unique method of
doing everything, doing it with "The AI flavour" versatile genius, and
easily navigating between vast areas of expertise, makes her the first
of her kind. A child prodigy hidden from the public eye, AI "did it
all" by the age of 10.
                               Now at Only 20!! she's grown to being
it all, and is now
                                          sharing her story with the world.
                                                   Witness the Rise of AI."

Newsletter now goes out to over 9,000 subscribers worldwide


                                               Amidst the hidden lie the shores

                        of girlish wants
and boyish bores
                                             the unicorns frolick
                                                  so stems the fond sea

       oh ye children! play light, play free

the mass of all which comes to pass
         is nothing,                                   and it should
not stop your path
forget the taunts and jeers and fears
                                         your mind is wide
                                                      fill it with dreams

fantastical fairies!
               flying crocodiles!
empires of chocolate
and phantoms that             CrY
 forget my dears, of all that was,
and keep thy visions beside thine hearts.........

-Liliana Alam, July 2007, 5:29 AM


Hello Everyone! Its been a while I know. How are you all? I hope Fantastic!!!!

Me I have been Great! Working on the book, spending time with Helmut
Marko a.k.a FreedomOfWill whose screenplay is progressing grandly as
well, chillin in my hotel, walking on the beach and meditating,
working hard on all my projects!!, working on my company
EmpireEnterprises launching 2008/2009, seeing random children laugh as
they play, watching people smile, responding to your lovely emails,
watching interesting movies, reading grand books, sleeping & dreaming,
dancing, Living!! the usual. Have been slowly packing up stuff, as I
am leaving New Zealand on July 24 to move to America. I will be from
July 24-August 20 in Russia to visit my family who I have not seen
since I was 12. I will be going with my mom, stepfather, stepbrother
and half-brother. I am Excited!! Also I will be turning 21!!! on
August 15!!!!

To see a full version of my schedule for the next few months, you can
visit my myspace music page:

or, lol, someone ( i suppose the term would be one of my "fans" haha)
has started up a fan club for me on facebook, so you can join it here:

(u have to get a facebook -free- account first) as a note-FACEBOOK IS
WAAAAY BETTER THAN MYSPACE. indeed it is the BEST online community I
have found thus far. Trust Me. You can delete all your other ones and
just have a facebook.

here is an invite:

the "fan" club hahah still cracks me up, has photos of me, my
schedule, "fan"s' thoughts and opinions, etc.

there is also one for my company, which offers much of the same,
although it is not a "fan" club and EmpireEnterprises's official
facebook profile, to reach out to clients, future and current
employees, and touch base with the conundrum that is the online


Everyone can join Facebook. To register, go to:

Liliana invited you to join the Facebook group "EmpireEnterprises".

To see more details and confirm this group invitation, follow the link below:

Everyone can join Facebook. To register, go to:

Here is a description of EmpireEnterprises:

Employer:       EmpireEnterprises
Position:       CEO and Co-Founder
Time Period:   November 2006 – Present
Location:            Bases Worldwide, Current main staff in Texas and California
Official Launch ETA: mid-2008/2009

"We are an all encompassing Empire Business incorporating and
producing the Best Products in a vast variety of areas.

We provide the world with Original, Quality, Creative, and Unique
talent with subsequent product and/or services thereof including but
not limited to: Books, Music CDs, Artworks, Health/Medical cures,
Natural Remedies, Natural Resources, Motion Pictures/Films, Food,
Technological Inventions, Elite military training, Educational
systems, Finance & Investments, WorldAid, etc." -Excerpt from the EE
employer & Employee business card

"We aim to help people, To provide practical, ingenious, quality
solutions to daily problems. To Enlighten, Challenge, and Entertain
all beings, everywhere. Our Quest is to find The Most Exceptional
Individuals who produce Exceptional Work and sponsor them as our
talent. Our Quest is to find those rebellious, talented Individuals
which other mainstream companies reject for fear of profit, and give
them the creative freedom, financial stability, and the backbone of a
worldwide corporation to distribute their work. Our Quest is to be an
all-encompassing Empire Business incorporating and producing The Best
Products in a vast variety of areas. Our Quest is to open the minds of
the human populace worldwide, in a manner both free, easily
accessible, and economically profitable. We Aim to be a long-lasting
Empire with a grand Legacy, which survives for centuries to come."
-Excerpt from the Official EmpireEnterprises Mission Statement.

Copyright Reserved EE 2006-2007, and Co-Owners Liliana Alam, Austin
Bunton, and Helmut Marko. EmpireEnterprises Trademark Name may not be
used without permission from Owners. Redistribution of ideas permitted
and encouraged.

"All companies need to have a long term goal but more importantly
understand the stepping stones to that goal. It's the stepping stones
that interest me. It's all in the detail."
-David O'Mahony

"I guess with any large conglomerate the notion that they are always
right and others are wrong is the biggest pitfall. That is why
monopolies fail...that and governmental restrictions."
-David O'Mahony

Liliana Alam, "i definetly agree and salute you there. that is one
thing i never want EE to become, some dogmatic brainwashed society. i
always want to make sure we have all sorts of people on the team, and
a diverse background of sources for ideas, etc. liberals,
conservatives, all types of people. not just open minded, but closed
minded people as well, because it is all our world. there is no "right
way". i wish the world for peace, but the best way to get there first,
is to "do not seek to be understood. seek instead to understand."
-mother theresa


New Music of mine up on

drama, pain, beauty, and parodies........Have Fun and Come Again!
Tell your friends! Tell your mother! Tell your father! Tell your Cat!
Tell your Church HAHAHHAHH! Tell your Controversial Cynics! Tell your
Best Friend! Tell your Worst Enemy! Tell your bidei! Tell your lover!
Tell your mistress! Spread Word of THE AI!!!!!


At the Cinema:

Pan's Labyrinth (on my top 10 list of all time. the BEST movie i have
seen since Meet Joe Black)

Bridge To Tarabithia (if you take ur kid/s be warned, it is slightly sad.)

Blades of Glory (its funny. you'll laugh. nuff said.)

At the Library:

all of Herman Hesse as usual
all of Lois Duncan
all of Lois Lowry
Aristotle's Metaphysics
"Awake" A Series of Life-Changing Epiphanies by the world's most
respected Authors
Understanding Islam
"A Brief History of Everything"

At the CD store (or download

Regina Spektor (the ah-ah-a-aah-a song its called "infedelity")
Justin Timberlake (DAMN! so much Talent, in so many ways!)
Fergie (aside from the hype, I do think she's Fantabulously Fergalicious)
Paris Hilton (her music is listenable. although i'm not sure how much
of it is actually her voice, or a digital robot)
Dave Koz

On TV:

Point Pleasant (the antichrist comes in the form of a beautiful blonde.)
Dark Angel
Curb Your Enthusiasm
The Office-british version
The Apprentice:Donald Trump
America's Next Top Model
Project Runway

On the Net: (ME!!!) (brazillian supermodel. need i say more?) (you know you want to so just Go.) (Cats That
Look Like Hitler!!!) (remember all of your friends+family's
birthdays! you can start off with MINE-August 15, 1986!!!) (Prominent Lebanese fashion designer as reccomended
to me by my friend Ziad Alhemdi-on my myspace top 40 friends)

At the Grocery Store/Farmer's Market:

Broccoli (carcinogen + if you eat every day supposedly longer life.....)
Bell Peppers in assorted colours
White Lettuce
Goat Cheese
Cream Cheese
Sour Cream
Mushrooms (any kind)
cans of tuna
pasta (any type)
Lamb in a small package
Mince/Ground Beef in a small package
Boneless chicken pieces

those are your basics. with that you can make dinner for 20. (i've
done it.) or you can make dinner for 1 for about 3-4 weeks (what i
usually do)


Lots of new photo shoots with some amazing photographers. Check out my
websites for new photos, I have also attached some for you. the
photographers are

Tom Martin-   (I am Liliana in the Models section)  (I am eon314)

Tom is an experienced photographer who has done diverse photographic
assignments for various magazines and projects.

and Gary Reid an Imaginative refugee from South Africa  -

Gary's passion is Wildlife photography, particularly the Wild Dog.
Gary also Loves Nature photography, and anything Artistic.

Gary is working on a Fairy Themed Book Project for the next 2 years. I
am one of the 15 or so models who will be featured in it.


The Book is pretty much Finished. Its being edited by my close friend
and great writer Rory Walkinshaw, and by a great editing company. It
will be published by an independent publisher in Dhaka, Bangladesh.
After the 1st printing I am confidant a bigger publishing house will
pick it up.

Mr. Walkinshaw's preliminary review after reading all its 1000+ pages is:

(u can


$40 is the price of dinner out for two. Or you can feed a villiage for
2 months. You decide.

I have recently sponsored a child. Please also do so. They need your
help. If you cannot afford a monthly sponsorship payment, then
Volunteer and give your time there are plenty of centers you can sign
up at, or make a one-off donation. Please. If you are a skeptic and
believe that your donation will not help, then that is fine. Please
create your own organization and help the sick and starving. We can
help these children. AND WE MUST.



"cut my milk."-Stewie
"i can't sir, its liquid."-Butler
"imbecile! freeze it, then cut it, if you question me again I'll put
you on diaper duty"-Stewie of Family Guy

"don't piss on my pants and tell me its raining." some dude from movie Layercake

"You Know My Name."-Chris Cornell...from recent james bond casino royale

"it is better to die on one's feet than to live on one's
knees."-revolutionary Zapata

"if you take life too seriously, it ceases to be funny."-Alan Shore
from The Practice

"There is something much larger to life....why are u here? why are u
alive? think for yourself. question everything. do not listen and
regurgitate. use your imagination. life is larger than goals and
careers and money and daily things. it is a dimension of mystery. go
explore it! love people. cherish beauty. take time to look at flowers
and don't ever rush."-Liliana Alam a.k.a TheAnomalyInfinite

"you think thats air you're breathing?"-Morpheus, The Matrix

"I don't think you're good. I don't think you're bad. I think you're


"I'm HARDCORE DETERMINED. NOTHING and NOBODY is gonna stop me or get
in my way. I work hard to get what I want, and thus far, I'VE ALWAYS
GOTTEN IT."-Liliana Alam a.k.a TheAnomalyInfinite

"Never, Never Give Up"-Winston Churchill

"We must not let other people's limited perceptions define us."-Madame Curie

"Great Spirits have always encountered Violent Opposition from
MEDIOCRE MINDS."-Albert Einstein

"Do not seek to be Understood. Seek instead to Understand." -Mother Theresa

"Only the dead see the end of the war."-Plato

"In all your physics and sciences, what possible explanation can you
come up with that explains the phenomenon of Love?"-Albert Einstein

"1 hair on your head is not enough, but 1 in your soup is too
much."-Albert Einstein on Relativity

"Genius is the ability to put into effect what is in the
mind."-F.Scott Fitzgerald

"Genius is aiming to shoot at a basket, and hitting it, before anyone
else has even seen the court."

-Helmut Marko a.k.a FreedomOfWill

"i find people who say they hate their parents untrustworthy. Your
family is who you began with. It is your greatest TEST of human
relationships to be able to Keep that relationship strong, regardless
of anything."-Liliana Alam

"Your family, your parents, well they were the first ones who placed
boundaries, restrictions, borders on you. So how well you were able to
overcome those restrictions and become your own person, shows your
Real Character, more indeed than any other test in life."
-Helmut Marko a.k.a FreedomOfWill

"there are many in this world starving for a bit of bread. but there
are many more who are starving for a bit of love."-Mother Theresa

"Science is like opening a door, only to discover a hallway of a
million doors."
-Nobel Laureate Richard Feynman

"Hey Uncle Tak, do you think Spiderman could happen?"-Liliana Alam
"Well for all scientific purposes I don't see why it Couldn't happen."

-Tak Sugimura, phD. Retired Astrophysics professor/engineer, currently
a computer whiz at Maui High Performance Computing Center, family


About Me:

Height: 5'8,
Measurements: 36C-bust, 25-waist, 37-hips
Race: Half Russian/Half Bangladeshi, roots in Lebanon, Saudi Arabia,
Mexico and Egypt.
Occupation: Scroll Up to the Top
Age: 20
Likes: Everything
Dislikes/Has No Tolerance For: Ignorance, Closed-Mindedness and Negativity


Bilal Saad
Today at 6:23pm :

so how did you enter modeling , how it began with you

Liliana Alam
Today at 6:30pm :

well i've gotten offers since i was 12. people would stop me on the
street, random people, men mostly, sometimes women. Some men would
actually stop their cars and just stare at me walking on the road.
Lots of random and weird stuff like that. Then lots of model agencies
and agents approached me. just randomly, on the bus, at the beach,
etc. but at that age i didn't want to model, i thought it was a very
stupid profession. and my mama she did not allow it either. but
then....i started learning more about it, and getting more into
fashion, and i realized there is a huge art in it. so i accepted an
offer from barbizon international modeling agency and i have been with
them now they are my main agency since 13. so i've modeled all around
the world. but, i also have other agencies that manage my acting,
singing, etc. other talents. and barbizon..well they are ok. i wanna
switch to a bigger agency like Elite or Ford. i have a meeting with
Ford models in LA when i move there. but yea, i haven't taken modeling
very seriously, its just been more for fun, and it pays really well. i
mean most highschool kids get afterschool jobs, and i modeleled. to
give u some perspective, i make at least $150USD per hour, per shoot.
each shoot is about 6 hours. so u calculate that, if i do one shoot
per week, i make more money than most people make in a month.

when i was 15 i had an opportunity to fly out to see execs in LA to
launch my entertainment career at the prestigious WTC conference. it
was all scheduled to go, and i cancelled last minute. i can't wasn't the time for me. i was not ready yet for what would
come. fame and fortune and the whole hollywood scence, its a lot...i
wanted to wait until I was ready, in all ways.

NOW I AM!!!! =0) and i'm moving to LA this november of 2007.

so ya....only this year i have started to become more ambitious in
modeling. that is why i want to switch agencies. but before that, and
now, i get assignments from photographers and designers, and i do what
i like, pick and choose u know. so yup. its a fun world to be in. but
it can be very fucked up to girls. but i always was strong and knew
what i was doing, so i didn't mess with drugs or any of that like
other girls. if i had taken it more seriously i probably woulda been a
supermodel by now. but it was just another thing to me. now i wanna be
a victorias secret model, on swimsuit illustrated swimsuit edition,
Ambitious is now a Great Understatement.

I also firmly believe in Health and Fitness. I do not encourage
underweight modeling in any way. I am a Woman with Grace and Curve.
And High Fashion CAN be done by size 4-6 Models!!!! I am gonna TAKE
OVER THE FASHION WORLD!!!! Girls, don't listen to anyone who tells you
you need to lose weight. Tell them they need to lose stereotypes and
grow a mind of their own.


with email-i get Literally around 600 emails per week, so I may not
get back to you right away. I do read and check all my email. Put some
spark of genius in your subject line and I might read yours first. Fan
Mail=I get a lot. So please, I appreciate all the love, but no more
"damn u are fine u are my dream girl i love u will u marry me" stuff
ok? i like emails of SUBSTANCE. Hate Mail-I get Tons. Due to my
controversial nature I suppose. Most of it is from females. I always
like to hear your opinion, but please, think about what you are saying
and why you say it. No more jealousy and insecurity please ok?
Remember I am a real being with FEELINGS. Intelligent conversation
please. Thanx everyone!! muwaaah xxxx



A Ph Balanced Tortilla Wrap

"Healthy, Fast, Simple, Cheaper than a Burger"

1 ordinary tortilla wrap
1/3 green bell pepper
1/3 red bell pepper
1/3 yellow bell pepper (or orange)
1/3 onion
1/3 red tomato
1/6 pumpkin (any kind)
¼ avocado
crumbles of Goat Cheese (as wanted)
some lettuce (white)
a sprinkle of lemon juice
condiments (if wanted)

to make it phBalanced: only put 20% of the following in the whole

dijonaise, horseradish, wasabi, mustard, tomato paste

Slice onion
Slice tomato
Slice peppers
Slice avacado (do not Mash! it tastes better sliced)
boil pumpkin

AFTER all is boiled and sliced:

warm tortilla on frying pan or microwave for appx. 30 secs. > or until
soft and warm

put tortilla on a plate

put a little goat cheese on bottom
lettuce on top of that
put in all ingredients, layering with lettuce and goat cheese as you go.
(whichever order you prefer)
>i suggest putting avocado on the bottom, pumpkin in the middle, and
cheese 1 layer on top-to melt

(add condiments at this point if wanted but i assure you the taste of
this food will suffice and Please your taste buds)

make sure the food pile is small enough to wrap up!

heat in microwave for 30 sec-1 min. in microwave



(I recommend eating with your Hands! A food's pleasure is half in the
texture and touch! Let the sauce Drip!!! Lick your fingers!!!)

And and share with someone you love!


Til' next time,

May the Eve of Yesterdays begone with the Rise of your TODAY, Your NOW.


I love you all.

Ciao bello y bellas,
Liliana Alam a.k.a TheAnomalyInfinite

p.s If any of you want to chat with me,
I have Skype, Yahoo, Gmail all with the email/screen name:

and MSN Windows Messenger Live:


"What you dream is already your reality. You have to believe in it
enough to see it." -Liliana Alam

realize that what you are is undefinable in any terms which surround
you, nor is anything which surrounds you definable. free yourself of

"1 hair on your head is not enough, but 1 in your soup is too much"-
Albert Einstein on relativity


everything is nothing is everything....

why did the chicken cross the road? because thats what everybody told
you, and you believed them.-TheAI