tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-193661542024-02-07T03:41:34.023-08:00Everything Is NothingSome knew me as Half-Bengali Half-Russian model Liliana Alam. Others knew me as multi-talent genius TheAnomalyInfinite.Others as silly Lili.I've done many things and known many lives,all irrelevant.What am I really?That's an answer best left to time.Because "What are you when you devote yourself completely to an ideal?....You become something else entirely.... And what is that?
****LEGEND****"Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger351125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-45382660660305373302011-09-10T15:21:00.000-07:002011-09-10T15:25:17.046-07:00Fuck the System. Let's Make a NEW One.Many seek to make money. But what the basis of the underlying value of this money, how and why it should be made, does not seem to plague or concern many. Simply knowing that money is necessary, and that, the most efficient way to achieve making money, is the goal. I find this incredibly stupid and sadly short-sighted. Human beings have become slaves to money. Even the so called self-employed andUnknownnoreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-46176873600329387352011-03-22T03:22:00.000-07:002011-03-22T03:27:46.678-07:00Non Servium I broke through the boundaries, the lies, the strategy, and found, freedom.Some things never change. Some things do.Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-60782056955344086112011-03-13T08:50:00.000-07:002011-03-13T08:54:11.755-07:00SpiralsThis is your life.Are you who you want to be?Are you swimming in the stars and dancing in the sea?Are you seizing the blue and grabbing the red?Do you live out the dreams within the soul of your mind?Are you grazing upon azure pastures and seeing spirits in clouds?Will you seize the chance to be an octopus of the Now?There is no other minute,There is no other day,There is no other hour, no other Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-68902496116566675342011-03-07T08:22:00.000-08:002011-03-12T05:33:45.870-08:00Knowing harmony is consistency. Knowing consistency is enlightenment. – Tao Te Ching ****These days....my words don't quite describe my feelings, which is based upon a metaphysical concept that is difficult to explain****Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-33254797459533604112011-03-07T08:13:00.000-08:002011-03-07T08:20:19.865-08:00No Catch-22's, This is Real Beautiful LifeI have not written here in a while. I have many entries in logbooks, journals and accounts, but have not had time to type them up. Plus everything on this website will be shifting to my new one soon anyway, or at least, will be re-directed by another proxy.Perhaps because there has been a plethora of information to decode, process, digest, and then regurgitate.Albeit, Too Much is Not Enough.Life Unknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-40149934844951918732011-01-22T19:47:00.000-08:002011-01-22T20:07:13.205-08:0010 CommandmentsAFTER A SHOOT....KISSY KISSY =0)I HAVE BEEN MARKED. MY FIRST TATTOO. I HAVE WANTED IT SINCE I WAS 16. AT LAST, THE PERFECT MOMENT PRESENTED ITSELF, AND I RODE THE WAVE OF THE UNIVERSE...THE MARKINGS OF MY DESTINY. IT IS...WRITTEN.‎‎My 10 Commandments:1. Never trust anyone2. Repeat#13. You can only depend on 1 person in life:YOU4. Alone is the Best way5. When in doubt, rip off the bandaid, cut theUnknownnoreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-85248475888574913402011-01-05T13:07:00.000-08:002011-01-05T13:36:02.239-08:00The Steppenwolf* NOTE: I wrote this during my long "hell of the abyss" period of this past year.Down on the floor, depressed into torment for months.Have progressed since then. Blessed and grateful to YOU and the universe.....reading Hesse's Steppenwolf today was a grand fucking insight. The man who is outside of society, looks down upon civilization, hates the hipocracy, struggles for liberation and isolation Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-45772390393585973672011-01-05T06:25:00.000-08:002011-01-05T06:26:04.356-08:00You are what you Decide to beThey were all pigeons. Birds that flocked together, willing to be molded, aching to be taught. Searching for truth, searching for meaning, all too scared to pursue the mysteries of life themselves. It was strange to me the way that they considered it to be holy to bow down and believe in a force that had no mathematical proof. How the whole of generation could sit in this dark tavern and sing Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-77407350391584894462010-12-19T11:51:00.000-08:002010-12-19T12:05:44.030-08:00Deck the Reindeershaven't posted up here in my "online apartment" in a while. things have been Crazy Hectic Chaotic Busy to say the very least.If you really want to stay "updated" on my "activities", wow, how egotistical is that statement, eh? Then go on Facebook, where I post semi-frequent updates via web and mobile. Zuckerberg, I'm after you....FYI, some slightly old but still relevant news on top of my typical Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-71157773929442350182010-12-11T11:47:00.001-08:002010-12-11T11:47:16.168-08:00Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-25876529087237329782010-11-15T20:16:00.001-08:002010-11-15T20:49:29.672-08:00CanvasI had an art showing of some of my artwork about a week ago, and spontaneously decided to be the canvas for a group of talented artists.....credit to Los Angeles South Bay artist crew Belen Hernandez, Dave Vernon, & Shaun Singer.Photographer credit to Irvin RiveraLocation: HollywoodUnknownnoreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-10099356485650231752010-11-15T17:19:00.001-08:002010-11-15T20:15:47.206-08:00THE MISANTHROPEa segment from Moliere's "The Misanthrope" on the battle of digging deeper past the surface, vs. taking all "as is".....ALCESTE:In this regard there's none I'd choose to spareAll are corrupt; there's nothing to be seenIn court or town but aggravates my spleen.I fall into deep gloom and melancholyWhen I survey th scene of human follyFinding on every hand base flattery,Injustice, fraud, Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-54413517652379300922010-11-11T12:22:00.000-08:002010-11-11T12:29:02.058-08:00StringsOnly when you have understood the weaknesses of a particular system can you claim you have understood it. Define that which if absent, would make the entire structure collapse and you have mastered the pattern. People operate the same way.In martial arts, determining your opponent's weakness (es) is what will win you the battle. Strength, speed, training, all of these are not nearly as important Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-28784962546708646082010-10-31T10:22:00.000-07:002010-11-03T17:16:46.631-07:00THE STREETS: A COMMENTARY IN EDITORIALSUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-24279809693590649442010-10-26T23:41:00.000-07:002010-10-26T23:42:02.185-07:00Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-85648134965463395582010-10-21T18:20:00.001-07:002010-10-21T18:20:35.730-07:00Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-29325655957544237182010-10-16T20:50:00.000-07:002010-10-16T20:59:12.715-07:00MaktubMaktub, the arabic phrase meaning "It Is Written".Re: my previous post, to skeptics, cynics and most academics, this statement would hold no real value in their lives, which are lives based on order, rules and see-able "facts". A statement as that would seem too new-agey and philosophical to hold ground.It is then delusional to have faith in a spiritual truth, a higher awareness of the greater Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-73402705612652654982010-10-16T07:06:00.000-07:002010-10-16T07:30:26.026-07:00DelusionsA mass of delusions, amongst a mass of delusioned beings.I've met just about every sort this past year. Indeed my life always brings to my attentionthe heap of these delusionals, who always think, no matter how absolutely ridiculousthey or their theories are, that they are Correct, that they are Supreme Beings.LMFAO.Mortal nitwits boasting about their superior powers. These supposed "immortals"Unknownnoreply@blogger.com3tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-29097326549295002062010-10-15T05:35:00.000-07:002010-10-15T05:39:57.905-07:00ROCKSTARROCKSTAR-RihannaI told yaI told yaI told yaBabyBabyUh, uhI told ya, babyUh-ohI told ya, babyUh-ohI told ya, babyUh-ohI told ya, babyUh-ohI told ya, babyUh-ohI told yaGot up in the clubPosted in the backFeeling so goodLooking so badRocking this skirtRocking this clubGot my middle finger upI don't really give a fuckRocking these diamondsI'm rocking this chainMake sure you get a pictureI'm rocking Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-20391681795221926242010-10-02T01:01:00.000-07:002010-10-02T01:07:37.457-07:00Made for Music"I believe in music the way some people believe in fairy tales."-August Rush............................................................................................................I was made to loveI was created to givebut not to love another;not to give to a brother, a sister, a mother, a father, a pet, a friend, a loverwhatever I amis meant for the pageis meant for the stageis meant for theUnknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-83743953612891660742010-08-29T05:50:00.001-07:002010-08-29T05:50:52.820-07:00"Happiness"After a lifetime of wondering and searching I believe I have come across, or rather internally realized, the secret of happiness.In the complexity which is life, it appears happiness is simple at it's core.I think I know what would make me deeply and richly happy, finally.This doesn't fully cover it, but a random spurt at an early morning hour:"To be with my love, committed, pure, eternal and Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-10258350410305256072010-08-29T04:52:00.000-07:002010-08-29T05:06:08.907-07:00UltravioletAbsent of doubt, fear, worry, sadness, confusion, lossis the place of pure awareness in the infinite certainty of the universethat all will go as it is designed to gothat all paths you walk are meant for you and only youabsent of self-doubtis the being who gives up the selfto the source of more than the self, and in doing so is freelimitless in powerfree of limitYou are more than what you Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-78198083184771683402010-08-28T04:31:00.000-07:002010-08-28T05:49:00.736-07:00Keep On Truckin'. Everything is OK!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-43651241166759031872010-08-27T00:20:00.000-07:002010-08-27T00:23:04.794-07:00What Is The Secret To The Universe?Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-19366154.post-17510631681571955762010-08-26T02:51:00.000-07:002010-08-26T02:55:44.223-07:00Another one on the totem poleAnother delusioned being (of the alarmingly many) attempting to save the masses.1.67 billion people have bought into it, despite all the "anti-scientology" protests.There is a war actively going on. And it's not in Iraq. ;0Unknownnoreply@blogger.com2