SOUL STRING

HOLY FUCKING SHIT!!!!!!!! THE BRAIN IS ON FIRE!!!! I'M IGNITED DANGDAMMIT, TAKE A CORILLLIAN PHOTOGRAPH OF THE SEISMIC ACTIVITY IN MY HEAD!!!!!

WEW! I haven't felt this JOLT in a while and DAMN when it comes it's fucking BLAM! KA BLAEEM!!!! "BOOM BIG BADA BOOOOOOOOM!!!"

I tell ya, conversations about string theory and the infinite mathematical possibilities of alternate universes should really be held under recording device and camera all the time, but SHIT!!! You never know WHEN they're gonna happen, WHERE they're gonna happen, and WHO they're gonna happen with!!

TOTALLY UNEXPECTED!! random stranger and I've found a new One of us!!!!!!! WOOOOOMEGA.

I'm just waiting for the jets to cool down in my ears before trying to explain the logistic implications of just what was just discussed between two absolute nutcases.

random spurts EVERYTHING IS NOTHING, IT IS CONNECTED, IT IIIIISS FUCKING CONNECTED, the shivers on me arms mate, goosebumps, the paranormal and all the green aliens are bouncing around in my head. pandora's box crumbled open and a whole mess of mushrooms fell out but I don't know if I have the lucid capacity to describe even one of the mushrooms. Dammit why can't a laptop be there when you Actually need it?!!!!!

ok so back to my one of my old theories about re-encarnation. The theory that there are continual and overlapping souls all over the universe. You've got one in you. I've got one in me. Everyone that ever was and ever will be. These souls, they aren't singular units of conscious matter that begin and end with just you. YOU are just a vessel for them. EACH soul has a specific string, with a specific time limit and a specific frequency. Once a soul has gone it's run, it evolves into something else entirely and transforms from the entity of "soul" into-whatever-Nth matter. If you take any of the greats throughout history, Einstein, Mozart, Beethoven, Dakota Fanning (yes her too), Buddha, so forth, any of the truly emblematic, unrivaled, unexplainable phenomenons of human-real enigmas, well the SOULS within each of them isn't on it's 1st run. Each Soul has a certain number of runs. Maybe one is 1,000000000 lives, maybe another is 300, once it reaches its point capootey and it transforms. and see, real Born prodigies, well the Souls inside each of them have each been on their last or final runs. See each run of a soul string has a specific purpose with each life it embodies (each vessel it goes thru). And these vessels aren't only humans either. They could be ants or a chair or a dining table (I'll explain about Kinetic and Potential unity of non moving objects and living beings a bit later). Each singular soul string needs to complete a specific puzzle, a specific set of knowledge/experience/whatever, during each of it's runs. It's like a ladder, slowly rung by rung it's reaching it's final destination, ultimate "nirvana". Each life is a piece to a puzzle. and a soul's string is like groundhog day, each time it gets better, it gets wiser, its more advanced, it's learned more, its understood more. Now you take one of these absolute perfect prodigies, Mozart playing perfect symphonies at age 4. How is it possible, science still hasn't explained. It's because his Soul String was nearing the End of it's run you see. The 5,000th life, or the 400th, or whatever specific corresponding number that was it's Finality. It Finally, after so many tries, Reached it's Perfection. And Voila, it produces it's Effect, its Solution, thru the Vessel of Mozart. (or Picasso or whoever-insert anyone phenomenal). So while you'd be looking at 4 year old boy who physically looks like a 4 year old boy, really inside of him is a soul string that's thousands or hundreds of years old, maybe milleniums. It's perfected itself to the pinpoint and it now has no need for mistakes. Everything is Perfection, everything runs like a rocket ship. You take a real total failure in life, or a total idiot/etc., and he/she may be on their 4th or 5th soul string run. Very very young, very basic, without any history of acquired knowledge. So buck up if you're one of the ones on your 3rd or 8th and your whole life is a pathetic mess. Don't worry, you'll come back as an aardvark and then some new genius someday eventually. nothing to worry about. And if you're on your 5,000th, well, you know damn well if you are-keep on ridin' and enjoy that perfection. Anyone in between-head up young blood, look forward to your next run as a lobster or a playboy bunny.

Ok now we get to what the hell is this thing the "soul". Some philosophic idealism that hippies make up along with the moon being made of cheese and some giant dude sitting up in the sky staring down at everyone. Actually it's subatomic energy. It's all stars, our vessels, our particles stars. But these souls, these strings

-oh and by the way, about the Specific frequency of Each string. Each string, at a specific moment in time, can only enter into a specific type of a vessel, it has to match Perfectly. In one run a string could for example only be able to insert itself inside the vessel of a flowerpot-because let's say it needs to absorb what it feels like to be Motionless. And on another run it can only enter into a cow, or a human. Each life gives a certain piece of the puzzle. Collectively these puzzles make up the solution of the true pattern of the universe.

fuck I'm tired. my eyes are seriously like red blood diamonds. I haven't slept in like 30 hours. the conversation lasted for about 14 on Top of me already being sleep deprived. ALL WORTH IT ALL WORTH IT EURIPIDES EUREKA!!!! WAHOOO anyway.

ok. The Soul, its the string that some science could even label as Genetics, as DNA, since each time with each further generation further information is learned and passed on. BUT, a Soul string is different from DNA because Soul Strings are Not specific to extending generations. Because again, one life could be an ant, the other a caterpillar, the other Marilyn Monroe. These Soul Strings are actually the Explosion of the Universe's Desire.

How do I explain this empirically. err. There's varying arguements, Big Bang theory, Creationism, blah de blah. Did we all come out of nothing and spontaneously combust into Something, was there just always something and it slowly grew, so on and on.

I don't have a flimmity for that right now. But the essence of the universe is in it's own desire. "You mean the universe is conscious of itself? A self-aware universe?" Well, sort of.

It's aware of it's existence subconsciously. It has desire. IT has Want. We discussed previously the difference between a gifted person and an "ordinary" . the ONLY damn difference is the WANT of a gifted person, to be MORE. The WANT, to Learn how to play a violin or cook a filet mignon or paint a masterpiece. the simple Desire is the ONLY distinguishing characteristic between the "extraordinary" and the "ordinary". And THAT desire, is the universe's Soul Strings.


oh fuckety I need some goddang sleep. I have to "wake up" in like 3 hours.


damn subways!!!!!!!!! if there's a friggin tape of this brilliance which occurred I demand it!!

ok ok back to the EVERYTHING being NOTHING and EVERYTHING IS EVERYTHING, thing. So my previous postulate of

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- vise vise my old theorem of Cirle Becomes Square Becomes Line, /flip circle/horizontal lines perceptional view,


a CHAIR, is the SAME, as a HUMAN.


what is a HUMAN? A human is a collection of atoms, at the most basic level. A human is stardust. stardust is Matter.

a CHAIR is matter.

a CHAIR is potential (non moving). a HUMAN is kinetic (moving/alive).

a SOUL STRING, can run thru Either of these (indeed a Soul String is running thru every one of everything right now, anywhere and everywhere, everywhere and anywhere around you)

and does not distinguish in the difference between POTENTIAL and KINETICISM.

fuckkkkkk. how ironic. usually it's so much easier for me to write this shit all out, but this time talking was actually more efficient and made more sense.

Agggh!


ok so anyway these Soul Strings, will always exist, have always existed.



eventually human beings, in several hundred years or so, will cease to have need for skin and will develop/transcend into absolute Energy. no matter. only motion.

the VESSELS

will have become irrelevent and without purpose.

that's everything from flowers to lampposts to humans.


the LAST soul string, will be in its final hour and final run.

IT, will then, FOLD upon itself and Combust.

having no desire in it left.

having the pattern of the universe solved.

but it does not Disappear.

it does not become Nothing.


it reverts back to


DESIRE.


Desire is not nothing. it's not black. it's not a black hole. it's not a wormhole. it's not an absence and it's not a void.

you actually aren't capable of imaging truly what Nothing is, there is no human definition or pure understanding of it.

but, desire is the Closest to it that you could fathom.


everything Becomes, POTENTIAL.

the POTENTIAL- > Desire.


the Universe will Re-Invent itself and Re-Create itself, the Soul Strings gear up and fire again and eventually evolve into vessels.


the universe has died and been born in this fashion for eons and eons and eons of limitless time.


the Universe, itself, is a SOUL STRING


oh fuck nugget I really have to get some sleep.


BLALEKJKFJEALKJEKABALLAALAAAAAA!!!!!!! PI!! XCHAOS!!!!! DIMENSION 12!!!!! THE NINTH GATE!!!! RAMAYAN!!!!! MAYA!!!!!!!


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I WONDER WHAT THE MACHINERY WILL JOT OUT IN MY DREAMS COMIN'. I BETTER DAMN LUCID DREAM IN THESE FEW SHORT HOURS. I'VE BEEN MISSIN' FLYING. LATELY I HAVEN'T BEEN LUCID DREAMING AS MUCH. LATELY EVERY DREAM HAS BEEN A WHIRLWIND OF HYPNOSIS. NO ADVENTURES, JUST CHAOS THEORY OR EMOTIONAL ROLLERCOASTERS.

I BETTER FLY DAMMIT!!!!!!!!!!