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Friday, April 03, 2009

Stop. and Stare





You Are Record



Compared to most people, you are very aware and in the moment.

You pay very close attention to what's going on around you.



You see events from many perspectives, and you tend to be a detached observer.

Whenever something is going on, you're all eyes and ears!

It Is Written






You Are Chamomile



You are a peaceful, relaxed person. Nothing really gets under your skin.

You appreciate coziness and comfort. There's nothing you like better than a good nap.



You don't let yourself stress or worry. You believe all things work out in the end.

You are able to remain serene in the middle of a storm. You believe it's important to be a gentle person.

When you can live Forever....What do you Live for?

Thursday, April 02, 2009

Liliana Alam wants to keep up with you on Twitter

To find out more about Twitter, visit the link below:

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Thanks,
-The Twitter Team

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You can Twitter Me....

A few fans have requested....so here you go....I'm now on Twitter

(look to the Top Right of this page, Twitter will now be a permanent fixture on this blog.)

Thanks for your interest! Big hug =0))))))

Wednesday, April 01, 2009

I am back home in Hollywood from Bangladesh, Malaysia & Taiwan

Too much to say.....

so I will pause the memory flow for a few days...and leave you with this scribble I wrote on the plane from Taipei, Taiwan to LAX for now:




Thru Your Eyes


look into my eyes
there are forests
but no lies

i'll let you see my soul
and you can take everything
for there is nothing I own

put your hand on my heart
drum to its beat
and we'll be one

your breath on my lips
I don't need a kiss
I've felt you balls to bones
I let go of all control



chorous:
I want to eat what you eat
live where you live
dream what you dream
see the world thru your eyes

I want to feel what you feel
know what you know
walk where you walk
I want to see the world thru your eyes



on a map you'll see borders
lots of lines separating things
all you'll see is oneness when you fly with me

can you taste the love
floating thru every second
of this life?

and are you Grateful
for this grand gift
the Magic of being Alive?

I have seen you shudder in fear
close yourself in skepticism
I'm here to show you a new you
a whole new way of living



chorous: (x2)
I want to eat what you eat
live where you live
dream what you dream
see the world thru your eyes

I want to feel what you feel
know what you know
walk where you walk
I want to see the world thru your eyes



bridge:

elevate me, captivate me
teach me all I do not remember
I will save you
you will save me
let's jump off this waterfall together


****I WANT TO SEE THE WORLD THRU YOUR EYES******

Monday, March 16, 2009

It's All Over But The Crying








DO YOU REALLY THINK I'M MADE OF STONE?
BABY?

C'MON.

EVERYTHING YOU THINK YOU KNOW
BABY

IS WRONG

AND EVERYTHING YOU THOUGHT YOU HAD

IS
GONE

IT'S ALL OVER BUT THE CRYING

IF I COULD I WOULD

CHANGE EVERYTHING

THOUGH YOU DON'T BELIEVE ME


BUT BABY

WE'RE

DONE



BABY, WE'RE DONE.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Helms


Too many beautiful songs
about all the beautiful women
Vixens and Virgins
you make men shiver

Well I'm gonna blast the foundation
I'm shaking it all up
this ballad is about a man
the one who stole my heart

he's nothing like your Romeo's
or your wanna-be James Bonds
he tops them off and spits em' out
without even understanding why

his innocent mystery
his skin and lips scent..
I've melted like magnolias
wrapped in the essence of Him

In his eyes you'll see Alexandria
upon his lips the river Thames
he hails from the monsoons
from the exotic lands

if you want strength
be prepared to be Broken
he is a rock without a weakness
a silent Knight for all the wounded

yes he was the one who Saved me
brought me back to innocence
I loved him and I think I've killed him
he too, has killed me back

the thoughts he thinks are holy
he is not man nor god, surpassing both
he's above mount everest floating
a ninja with a unicorn's heartbeat

how I love him he'll never know
he's drifted off you see
That kind of Angel
is the only one who's ever made me bleed

so here I am splayed open
feel free to rummage around my ribcage
but you won't find my heart
I've gladly given it to this Prince to keep

He sees himself as a wanderer
and I Know he is actually this lost world's King

YES.

That kind of Angel

is the only one who's ever made me bleed

Thursday, March 12, 2009

Listen to Music You'll Love

A friend has invited you to try Pandora.

I wanted to let you know about Pandora, a free internet radio site based on the Music Genome Project. It helps you discover and listen to great music.


Just tell Pandora the name of your favorite song or artist, and it will create a radio station that plays songs with similar musical attributes.

Here's a link to my profile page. From this page, you can listen to my stations and check out new music I've found on Pandora:

http://www.pandora.com/people/nosfereinsteon314

Hi Everyone! My apologies if you find this annoying-just delete =0) . I like to share cool stuff with my friends. I found this amazing site, truly I am IMPRESSED, it is called The Music Genome Project and lets you listen to free streaming live internet radio that is catered to your individual music tastes. Check it out, I doubt you'll be disapointed. Later. Liliana

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Thursday, March 05, 2009

Cruel Intentions




"the road to hell is paved with good intentions."-anonymous.

So then I will say, the road to heaven must be paved with evil ones. ;0




FROM CRUEL INTENTIONS-one of my fav. films EVER.

"Let's toast to my triumph."-Kathryn

"Not my choice of toasts, but alright.
A toast to your triumph over Annette."-Sebastian

"Silly Rabbit.

My triumph isn't over her.

It's over You." -Kathryn

"Come Again?"-Sebastian

"You were very much in love with her.
And you're Still in love with her.
But it amused me to make you ashamed of it.

Don't you get it Sebastian? You're just a Toy.
A little Toy that I like to Play with.

You gave up on the first person you ever loved because I threatened your Reputation.

And now you've completely blown it with her.

I think it's the saddest thing I ever heard.

Cheers!"-Kathryn


(drinks champagne from glass).

says evilly: "tastes Good."-Kathryn

(Sebastian looking like he just got run over by a car.)


"Now you may have come to make some arrangements, but unfortunately,
I don't

Fuck

Losers."
-Kathryn

(Sebastian leaves hurridly, hurt, in despair and shattered.)



"Bye Sebastian."
-Kathryn.

Tuesday, March 03, 2009

Friday, February 27, 2009

I am flying to Hawaii Feb. 28-Tomorrow. Back in Hollywood March 3






this is My .... "february"...

this is My time of the year


this is me all alone.....




and i



just wish I didn't feel that there was something I missed

take back all the things I said to make you feel like this


and i


GIVE IT ALL AWAY

just to have
somewhere

to go to



give it all


away



to have someone


to

come


HOME

to



this is my

"february"


these are my -palm trees

this is me

PRETENDING

this is
all
i need




and i................

just wish I didn't feel that there was something I missed

take back all the things I said to make you feel like this




TURN BACK ALL THE THINGS I EVER AGAINST YOU





just wish I didn't feel that there was something I missed
just wish I didn't feel that there was something I missed
just wish I didn't feel that there was something I missed
just wish I didn't feel that there was something I missed
just wish I didn't feel that there was something I missed


just
wish
I
didn't
feel
that
there
was
something



I missed

Saturday, February 21, 2009

Such an Incredibly Original Photo-ME LIKE

"LILIANA!!! Who and WHAT are you????!!!"-uh...I don't know dude. You tell me.




You Are a Two Point Conversion



You are an adept risk taker. You love to go for the glory.

You do what others are scared to do, and it pays off!



You have no fear, and because of this, you're able to look at the odds rationally.

You've taken enough small risks to get ahead in life, even if every risk hasn't panned out.






You Are an Alpha Female



Powerful, confident, and successful - you are definitely a dominant force.

You control social and dating situations. It's clear that you're always in charge.






Your Soul is Searching



You are a wanderer. You constantly long for a new adventure, challenge, or eve a completely different life.



You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it.



You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself.



Your near future is likely to be filled with great successes and accomplishments. You just need to figure out how to get there.



For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing.






Your Response is: Fight



When it comes to almost any situation, you're a fighter.

You're aggressive and intense. It's best if people don't mess with you.



No one is going to take advantage of you... or even get away with ticking you off.

Just remember to keep your temper in check. You don't have to fight everyone!






Your Chances of Being a Multimillionaire: 100%



It's almost certain you'll be a multimillionaire. Just keep doing what you're doing.

You are good with money, a creative thinker, and an ethical person. You might be the next Donald Trump!






You Are a Flawless Beauty!



When it comes to beauty, you spare no expense - and it shows

You're the kind of woman a man would launch a thousand ships for

It's hard for anyone to beat you in the beauty department

But remember, it's okay to show a flaw or too - you've got plenty to spare






You Are Destined to Rule the World



You have the makings of a very evil dictator...

Which is both kind of cool and kind of scary!

Will you rule the world? Maybe. Maybe not.

But at least you know that you could.






You Are a Good Friend Because You're Loyal



You stick with your friends no matter what, even if you feel like they're doing the wrong thing.

You believe in letting people figure out their own path in life. It's not your place to interfere.



And part of your loyalty means that you'll do a lot for your friends. You definitely go the extra mile.

You'll even do great things for friends without them asking. After all, that's what friendship is all about.



You are truly a friend for life. And you have friends you've known since you were a kid.

Your friends can count on you to do a favor, remember a birthday, or just be there to listen.



Your friends need you most when: They can't turn to anyone else



You really can't be friends with: Fickle people who change friends quickly



Your friendship quote: "Friendship doubles your joys, and divides your sorrows."






You Are 100% Tortured Genius



You totally fit the profile of a tortured genius. You're uniquely brilliant - and completely misunderstood.

Not like you really want anyone to understand you anyway. You're pretty happy being an island.






You Are Most Like Samantha!



For you, dating is the ultimate sport

You're into guys with power, looks, or a lot of money.

You rather have a great two weeks than a great forever.

But even you fall victim to love from time to time. :-)





Romantic prediction: You'll find love in the next few months...



But you'll be the last one to realize it.






You Are Jack



You are a natural but reluctant leader. People are drawn to you in times of crisis.

And while the role of leader is not something you're totally comfortable with, you will fight hard to keep it.



You are obsessed with fixing things and people. You can't rest until everything is better.

You have complicated ethics. Doing the right thing is important to you, even though other people may not understand your motives.



You are concerned with maintaining your stoic image. It hurts when other people see you suffer.

Deep down you are very moody. You tend to be unhappy, and you have a depressed, self-destructive streak.

Friday, February 20, 2009

For someone who was never meant for this world...I'm finding it harder and harder to leave....







Awsum quotes from GATTACA-one of the greatest films EVER!!!!

"we have to get drunk immediately". -Jude Law/Jerome Morrow


"For someone who wasn't meant for this world, I must confess I'm having a hard time leaving it. They say every atom in our bodies was once part of a star. maybe I'm not leaving. maybe I'm going home." -Ethan Hawke/Jerome Morrow/Vincent

Bailamos...Let's Live This Life FOREVER


Real Love

NOW:






It Began with:..........................




and then.... (in my opinion, one of the most raw, beautiful love scenes there ever was in a modern movie.)


"
(while Giuseppe catches her as she tries to run away meanwhile yelling insults at him, pulls her to the ground, rips off her clothes, pins her down as she claws at him unsuccessfully trying to escape.)

Madonna/Amber: Get Off You Pervert! Get OFF!

Why should I pay for all of life's injustices?

You're Obsessed!



Giuseppe/Peppe: (Angrily)

Obsessed with Justice


Amber:

You Maniac! You Sex Fiend!
Pervert, Get off!
What are you doing?! (Peppe grabs her arm and crushes it down into the sand.)

Peppe:

I'm going to destroy you and make you feel what a real man is like.

(rips down her panties)

You have never known a real man.

(kisses her on the mouth)

I hate you, but I like you.

And you know it.

Come on, say it.

Admit it, come on.

(Amber is struggling and writhing about trying to get away from him and slaps him the entire time she's pinned down)

Say it. Confess your burning desire.
Come on. Come on.

(Squeezes her arm harder. Amber slightly moans/gives up.)

Are you saying yes?

Are you saying Yes?

(Amber weakens her body, releases her hold.)



Amber:

Yes. I'm saying yes.


(Peppe is on top of her, she is pinned to the sand. Almost naked.)



Peppe:

Well, it's No.

Because I'm saying no!

(gets up quickly and almost spits/forces his face into hers)

You must fall in love!

Head over heels in love!

You're already my slave.

I want you as my love slave.

You'll crawl and beg for mercy.

Your loins will burn with desire.

With crazy passion, like a sickness!

I'll get under your skin. Into your head.

Your heart.

Your belly.


I'm going to be your God!

Is that clear?

(Amber meanwhile is half-crying, half-moaning)

You don't know yet who Giuseppe Esposito is!


(Peppe, up, walks off rapidly in anger, kicking the sand as he walks. Amber is sprawled on the sand, head in her hands, sobbing)


AND THEN:



I Just Sold My Soul............ ;0p )))))))))))







Snowmen in Hollywood
Unicorns in Alexandria
Beneath the willow tree
is where all truth collides

You can capture a Moment
and make yourself a STAR
the world will watch you melt
only to build you Up again

Did you believe in nightmares?
have you seen the burning of your flesh?
I can smell my own piss
Every time I talk to the press

You can achieve millions
dominate the world
Snowmen in Hollywood
and you're the only one made of gold

Anything is possible
and all that shit they say
what's worse is that it's all true
but you can lose it any day




-------------------------------------------------------------------------------





People come
and people go
that's the Starbucks
down on Hollywood

people come here
to make it big
most of em'
head back

dreams just
aint' enough
to always
pay the rent

if you think about it
this all makes perfect sense
you bleed til' you die
only then can you WIN

so come on down
to H O L L Y W O O D
share a cup of
coffee with me

so if you ever
think about it
don't you doubt
no more

come on
just do it

come on
down
to
Hollywood


watch as you lose your soul....................


Wink ;0



MY POWER, THIS POWER, ALL POWER, ALL THAT WILL BE...ALL THAT WILL HAPPEN.....ALL THAT WILL BE , WILL BE....





As

It


Is




WRITTEN.








Everybody Comes To HOLLYWOOD.......






E V E R Y B O D Y C O M E S T O H O L L Y W O O D ..............

T H E Y W A N N A M A K E I T IN T H E N E I G H B O R H O O D ...................................


HOW

CAN

IT

HURT

YOU

WHEN

IT

LOOKS

SO

GOOD



?


-Madonna



Hhahahhahhahaha. Mutha fuckers.



Peace. Love.

-LILIANA

I Wanna Be POPular



"Are You Willin' to Sleep Your Way To the TOP? Do you wanna be POPular?"

Thursday, February 19, 2009

I'm Takin' Back My Love...




"Takin' Back My Love"
-Enrique Iglesias feat. Ciara: Lyrics

Enrique:
Go ahead just leave, can't hold you, you're free
You take all these things, if they mean so much to you
I gave you your dreams, 'cause you meant the world
So did I deserve to be left here hurt
You think I don't know you're out of control
I ended up finding all of this from my boys
Girl, you're stone cold, you say it ain't so,
You already know I'm not attached to material

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love
My love..

Ciara:
Yeah
What did I do but give love to you
I'm just confused as I stand here and look at you
From head to feet, all that's not me
Go 'head, keep the keys, that's not what I need from you
You think that you know (I do), you've made yourself cold (Oh yeah)
How could you believe them over me, I'm your girl
You're out of control (So what?), how could you let go (Oh yeah)
Don't you know I'm not attached to material

Both:
I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Enrique:
So all this love I give you, take it away, (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You think material's the reason I came, (Unh, uh huh)
Enrique:
If I had nothing would you want me to stay (Unh, uh huh)
Ciara:
You keep your money, take it all away

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love

I'd give it all up but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, I'm takin' back my love
I've given you too much but I'm takin' back my love
I'm takin' back my love, my love, my love, my love

Ooh, my love
Ooh, my love




"Don't play games with the ones who love you. Because I'll say it here, Boy,:
I Love You,
I'll
Kill You.


Yes. I Love You. I'll Kill You...

But I Love You FOREVER."


-

"I Love You, I'll Kill You"/Principles of Lust/Enigma

............
.......
....
..
.

Thank You







Just got off a soul-fulfilling phone conversation. Bless this modern age where the people you love are only a phone call away. Remember 100 years ago? That could not happen. My wonderful, wise father said something truly beautiful to me. He said, if you have a few minutes Kiska, every day before bed, think in your mind, give out a prayer, for everything you are grateful for. We must always be grateful for everything, for every minute of life. Regardless if it is the highest happiest euphoria or the deepest, darkest pain. It is a gift to be alive. It is a joy to be living.

Peace and Love to everyone. And my eternal grattitude to my Parents, my Family, Helms, my Friends, and all the amazing people who have been in my life, helped me so much, done so much, and enriched it beyond measure.

You have given me a life of magic. Together, we live a fairy tale.

Regardless of where we go from this point on, whether our paths are as one, or parallely opposite, I cherish the enlightenment and Love which you have given. It has made me who I am today. Without it, without YOU, I would not be here, and I would not be me.

Thank You, Thank You,

THANK YOU.

Wednesday, February 18, 2009

Liar




You say I am your Princess.
You quothe that I am your Queen.

That I am the Moon, The Sun, and all which lies between.
You say you see me in every River.
That the rain is Mine, and Me.
That there is no rise nor sunset unless you are beside me.

Yet love, where are you now?
When the earth revolves around me in light speed.
When everything is shaking, and I could use the plateau of sanity.

Where were you when I fought the dragons?
Where are you whilst I battle the moats?
Henceforth your "Queen" you underestimated, I am King, Alexander, I Rule.

Oh Love, I gave you all of it.
All the magic they all want.
You had it all inside and around you.
Protecting your innocent heart.

As deeply as you understood it,
Just what gift I bestowed upon you,
All the saving we did of each other,
My Wonderwall....you've killed it now.

Where are you in these hours?
Must I only see you in my dreams?
You break my heart quite daily,
And contradictively state I am your saving grace.

Is this how you treat your martyrs?
Is this how you love your Love?


You've bashed me up and spit me out.
No, I will never let you in again.
You haven't even had the courage to, face my eyes in your sin.
Go! Go travel the mountains.
Fine, go and bring me that blue rose.
None of it will matter.
You've deserted me when I needed you most.

I thought you were my Universe.
I thought we were the Truth.
Now the mirror has erased her illusions.
And I see now, the true you.

You've bashed me up and spit me out.
This who you called your "Queen".
This "Queen" departs from your boyishness.

Now I will stand alone.

This is what I'm here for